smiling pasta :)

heyy :D haven been blogging today , due to the heavy rain and thunder during the afternoon . :) .

and , meanwhile , im bloging while waiting for my smiling pasta ( wei xiao pasta ) to load . that movie reminds me alot of sweet memories . :] . i still remember , he made me a smiling pasta , but he used mihun , eggs and cucumber to make a smiling face on the mee . :D . that day , i wuld never forget bout it . cause , i realised how much you can be there for a normal girl . :) . eventho im trying the best to get over you , but the memories we had eventho we werent together , eventho you didnt like me , i knw , all it worth . :) .

hmm, need to thank my 2 best true friends , teh shao wei & fitri . thanks swei , for listening to my blabs during the afternoon , and , dont worry babe , everything will be alrite , forget bout him aite . :) . i'll always be there for you . fitri , thanks for supporting me , and yes he's an asshole . :D . thanks for comforting me , thanks for everything eventho i knw u for like 3 mnths . :) . the best is you fitri . ;]

sometimes i feel better telling secrets to someone whom i dont usually hangout with , but we're close in another way , like swei & fitri . :) . they are really good listeners and always comfort me and tells me guys are not the only one who i need to survive . saya cinta kamu banyak banyak . :]

ahh ! my wei xiao pasta is done . :) . gona watch soon . ;D

lastly , i wuld like to thank BRANDON CHEW YUN KEONG . ;] .oi chew , thanks for accompanying me till 5 am last nite . :) . thanks for everything you've done , and thanks for thanking me for being nice to you . :) . i owe you something aite . ;D .

byebye :)

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oh yes , im editing this post cause im so lazy to create a new post . :) . bahh , im waiting for my smiling pasta to finish loading , cause , just now some error occured . == . whenever i go to my blog , sure internet not responding , and therefore , when im almost finish the episode right , it just poofed ? and now im waiting for it to load . bahh . =.= ' . sue my internet please . :\

i cried when i watching . damnit weih . AND BRANDON CHEW , I DONT TALK BOUT GUYS IN EVERY POST AITE ? :) . okay , maybe for now . == . cause is like .... the jerk . bah , so yeah , sad case . im staying up late every night , finding shows to watch , is not cause i want to . is cause i wanna stop thinking of you and fantasize bout you when i know all doesnt worth tho . so , im always staying up late till 3am or 5 am so when i close my eyes , i dont have to think bout you , i'll straight away sleep . its hurting me in the inside not on the outside . i've no frigging idea why you're doing this to me when i did nothing wrong . bah . maybe , you're right , i m not meant for you . so that frigging lady is meant for you . you say you dont wanna hurt me or any of the other people , but inanotherway , you're hurting that lady's guy . JUST SAY YOU WANNA FIND EXCUSES . :) . you , you ... COWARD . ): . you broke my heart once , and now twice . ugh . :\ . you bastard ! i thought you were different from other guys , but you are just the same with my ex's . i appreciate you for trusting me and telling me so many things . and i decided to stay away from you , since you dont wanna hurt me nor my friends . so thats the only ting which is better for both of us . this is the third time im frigging emoing bout a guy , and cried and cried , and writing it on my freaking blog . all shufflers . == . bah . ): . im sick of waitin for you , IM SICK OF EVERYTHING .

you gave me a hope at the beginning ,
but at the end , you broke my hope ,
just like the end of my world .

i give up . and im leaving .

he's such a jerk :)

okay im blogging again == .

i just cried 20 minutes ago . and im still feeling down . noone's currently chatting with me . mayyin's sleeping , brandon chew , i dont know where he go . i would really like to thank my 2 best listeners , and advisors :) . eugene goh & brandon chew . they accompanied me when i was so lonely during the exam week . :] . they made me feel so alive whenever im with them . and i can never get bored . :) .

i would like to thank eugene goh , if u're reading this . thanks for putting jay chou songs just now , when u heard that i was so sad and moody . i was so touched :D . next , thanks brandon chew , for really giving me good advices , and trying to hide me from getting hurt . :) . its okay , im over him . thanks for all ur great advices , and thanks for telling me everything . and , i learned something , that i will never be a fool and fall for a JERK like HIM . :D .

thanks you guys . :) . you guys consoled me everytime i cry . i really appreciate you guys as my dearest friends . :]

guys are jerks :D

hey . im blogging at 11.33 pm . :) .

these days , boys can really get to your nerves . ;D . once they say break up , is like how kids play toys , never take things seriously . well , im experiencing 1/4 of breaking up experience , just that im not in a relationship . but looking at my crush flirting with someone im close to , is , worse than breaking up . seriously . ): . and some of my friends are experiencing relationship problems , but i , as an outsider can only give advices and all . boys are the ones who hurt the girl most . boys out there , dont get offended . who knows , u're not those type of guys im talking bout ? :) .

niway , forget bout emo stuffs . i was blog hopping just now . and i encounter a jay chou fan , i tink . he's Ngun Tuck Seng :) . he put jay chou songs in his blog , and and he cant get enough of jay chou songs . is a compliment . :) . if you ever read my blog , aite . :D . i cant put jay chou songs in my blog , none of my friends like him except for my dear babe , jasmine han & leaw yenlin . or maybe chow sherlin too . :) . but all my form 2 friends , none likes him. and everytime i shed a tear tinking back bout jay's concert , my friends will be , " hah , jay chou again ? == . " please , i need comfort kan . == . not cricticizing him and more , i knw he's not that hot , but please , he's talented . :) . i really need to thank carissa for being a good listener that day in school , when i cried like shit bout my friends & jay . ahhha . continue . im weird , im happy if ppl likes jay chou . xD . i'll be so excited . :) . serious . and just now during piano , teacher showed me pieces from ' SECRET ' , and one of her students , photostat the whole pieces , of ' Secret ' OST , wah , chun . ;D . im not as loyal as other fans lar , damnit . == . but but , is the thoughts that count . :D .

im tired of blogging . :)

you make me hang on to you like some kind of fool ,
whenever i look at you , i cant stop but drool ,
i need you to tell me what to do ,
is just cause i love you :) .

i just wanna let you know , i love you .
but i dont know how to tell you ,
cause you cant stop flirting with other girls ,
who are prettier and hotter than me ,
but i hope someday u'll remember me ,
cause my love for you , will never be dead .

my ass :)

helo :D . i havent really blog yesterday , so sorry :) . and nihoo , i had this weird dream today early morning . AHHA . i dreamt of my family and my piano teacher . wth ? == . speaking of piano teacher , i have piano class today :D . cant wait . i just love her . ;D . she's a good listener , and i feel right with her , speaking my problems . and , after classes , we always go makan since we have 30 mins break , and i'll be late for my guitar class , and she'll be late for her student . AHAHA . and and , she's doing her good job as a piano teacher , cause , i'll be going for grade 4 exam and grade 3 theory exam this month . so , she keep on pushing me for exams , i can finish grade 8 before form 5 :) . isnt it great ?




niway , im taking the chance to blog since kor is having his drum class now . ;D . so yeah . and today is such a bored . i just finish watching jay 2004 concert , and it finished 1 hr ago . == . so i've nothing up to do now . and crap , daddy wants me to study ? =.= ' funny . study , during hols ? u kidding me ? =.= . fck man , but i wont :) . of cause not , since when im dat good girl :] .

anyway , i hereby hope Sheila Lee & Claire Cosset enjoy their trips . sheila to hk , claire to redang . left me alone , in , SELANGOR . == . bahh . ;D . luckily aliya & may yin , not going anywhere , no ?






Voon May Yin :) . & brandon chew , at the back .=.=


so yeah , yst nite , culdnt sleep , i was thinking bout my worse experience , so im sharing it out right now :)


My Worse Experience ....

after teacher's day celebration , met jolin & fitri in the canteen :) . went to talk to them . then they ask me to go 5gamma with them . so i did ;D . bell rang , i left the class , wanting to go up , but i was so scare i'll be a loner , so i wait for my friends at the stairs . saw vijune :) . chat with her , and told her im waiting for my friends . but then , nobody else was downstairs , so i thgt , im early ? o.O . then , vjune said she teman me go up and chck . so okay . went up , saw jing her coming out from the boys toilet , saying " wah u late also ar , ms.voo in the claass edi " . i was like ... SHIT . == . then i had to left vijune . XD . and i was so dumb . == . waiting for them , when they're already up there . bahh . i felt so .. dumb . == .

When My Friends Lied To Me , I Cried Experience .

one day , i brought a jay article to school , hoping that katie , vic , and jocelyn can read it for me . :) . then , katie was like , " yoke shan , im so sorry to say but he has 2 years to live " . then i was like , " are u serious , ? omg ! " * burst into tears * . then katie was like , NO NO , i was just joking , dont cry ! . then i brurst into LAUGHTERS cause i was so happy that it isnt true . AHAH . so i cried and laugh at the same time :D

ah , brb . ==

bbackk . == .

mummy was screaming for my name , till the neighbours can hear . she was vacumming , and out of nowhere , a bottle was sucked in , she claims . then i burst into laughters okay . XD . i was like , hah ? wtf? AHAHAH . then , i checked , it was just a paper . == . LOL ! :) .

got to go :)

im pissed ):

im pissed at d frigging laptop :\ . im posting this at currently 10 pm , when im trying to watch a movie till late night . to be specific , tvb drama series . but the frigging laptop just wuldnt let me . == . i've no idea why , but no sounds just fucking come out from this damn laptop . is frigging spoil , just at the time like this . == . and im wasting my dear eneergy , banging this LAPTOP . == . UGH .



and i wanted to happily blog just , when i check my tagboard , someone said i copied someone ? == . if i did , wad did i copy ? mind spilling it out ? u dont have to tell me who the heck are u , just tell me , wad i copied , and i'll effing change ? kay ? no biggy . but , please no vulgar , cause i didnt fucking called u a whore / slut / bitch / etc. kay ? u dont come and kacau me , i wont do the same thing back to you . if u do , karma . :) . and if i find out , that u're my dear best friend , calling me a bitch , u better watch your back . cause , i might hold a grude on you . :) . remember , revenge is sweet :D .



ah , im frigging relieved right now ;) .

just when i want to post kirtanaa's party pictures , internet aint responding ? == . im partially fucked up . ugh .

bored .com

im bored :) .

and im asking ian to entertain me ;D . and guess wad ?

ian : www.bored.com
me : is not real rite ?
ian : it is ...
me : oh really ? * clicks *

AND GUESS WAD ITS REAL . XD . ahha , u get to read about love stories , dumb moments and play the WORLD HARDEST GAME ;D .

hahah , chun eh ? :) . go pay a visit whenever you're bored .;D

gona sleep soon ;] .

i need an awesome time machine D:

helo sexayss :) . couldnt update bout kirtanaa's party , so i'll do it today :D .

Saturday , 24/3/o8 .
Nishalni Naidu , Sugania Naidu , Prita Naidu & Kirtanaa Naidu Birthday Party :)

it was at colonial times , curve . ;D . reached around 6.50 . met with natalie , katie and jes see . then , went to find for kirtanna's present since natalie haven buy yet . then we finally , went to the street and got her a bracelet . :) . then , jennie and fitri rushed us to come back a.s.a.p , cause the foursome sisters had to stay in the toilet , pity , sorry . so yeah , we ran up the escalator . then , we saw nina and farah :D then we went to find for our table . but kirtanaa's tbale had 3 seats left , but we've 5 . then we count ourselves as the extras from kirtanna . cause we're like the only form 2's . == . then , the foursome sisters make a grand appearance , then the dinner start . we ate , ate . nat and i wanted to go high badly , we even decided to DRINK at the apartmen . but .. we didnt have engh cash , so too bad je . == . then , we camwhored . and we went to toilet , and went to this shop . then went back , found out that they were playing newspaper game . grats to wern juan , su mae & nicholas ng and yu ming :) . they were the last twos . actually it was shaegan and his partner , but shaegan culdnt tahan , so yeah .

then was vivien and iva's performance . they sang four songs :) . was incredible . then later , we played this game . we had to stand in a circle , and we pass a box , and we had to do the dare when the music stops :D . the first one was jia hui , he had to do moonwalk like michael jackson . then i forgotten alot of dares . yewhung had to pole dance :) . stephanie had to do the sound of music sound . natalie had to hook up to a passerby and say he's hot , thats was the awesome one :] . rizal had to do a impersonation of wildness of madonna , but he changed to britney spears :] . then nicholas ng ... had to do something which i forgotten . == . then when it was suppose to be the last one , i got to go home di . sad :) .

hmm , yst and today im having RED SPOTS AROUND MY EYE . ;\ . due to ...

1) before kirtanaa's party , i had some problems with mummy , therefore , cried 3 times .
2) found something , which made me damn heartbroken during the party . cried once when got home .
3) got back home , found something worsee . cried frigging 2 times and once to sleep :\ .

altogether , i cried 7 times , THAT DAY . which suck . ): . therefore , had red spots :\ .

im so sorry claire & swei , cant go out to ou with u guys , now u know why :) . red spots red spots :\ . ugly ugly . TT .

and guess wad , 23rd is a very very nice day :) . 23 feb , jay chou's concert . most memorable concert . 23rd may , charity dinner . ;D . hah , 23 rocks :]

farah sent me those pics is in my kor's laptop , so will post up later , natalie haven send to me yet :) . so yeah . thats all . ;D

update later . :)