mondayy : )

well , today's MONDAY once again . one week , DAMN FAST . niway , im gona blog bout sunday aite :)

15/6/08 - FATHER's DAY .
bro came back around 3, he signed the card , so we gave dii the card :D . he was kind of happy and im so proud to see our card clipped at his desk table :) awh . then i went to do some of my peka , and 5 watched hannah montana . then round 6 , went to the park with dii :) . i cycled while dii jogged . cycled round like 5 laps , then sat on the swing . i think and think while looking at the blue sky >< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">sha sha zaa on the phone :]

monday - 16/6/08
had assembly , as usual . gratz to brandon lim and stanley for getting medals ? 8D . well , i didnt get my right hand nails cut , and i told amelia i haven get the pass yet , but this damn frigging eugene goh , go write my name . ish :\ . regretted telling him everything man . ah who cares , i'll be going for my piano exam in few weeks time , so eitherway i need to get my nails done also :D . first lesson was civiks . ida didnt come in . i gave claire , shaza , sheila and liya the 3D goggles as may yin had hers alredi :) . well , the boys were so amazed by the goggles . the brandons' were playing with it as though they were a bodyguard . same goes to ian , who took lim's specs , and , jing her , taking stanleys " cool , x de lens " punya nerd specs :D then , we had break :) . after that , was sejarah . we had to do this group work . uhuh == . then was swimming . well , no girls from 2 alpha / beta brought swimming thing . then , jamilah were scolding us . didnt care . then went to the toilet to camwhore :) . then , later saidi came , and he was like lecturing us who didnt have letter . cikgu , we have the ting lah , god damnit == . but still didnt accept that excuse , so we had to stand under the sun for 15 mins . wasnt that sunny . well , shaza , claire , me , shu wain , sharon , lay pin , we all sang :) while standin . then there was this visitor , sharon keep saying " HI , WELCOME TO SRIKL " * waves * == . then after that we sat back down and talked . then was lunch :) . after that , was english . mrs.k didnt come , another teacher relieved which was suck . we cant talk . but we did tho , as in soft . then was , k.h . i talked alot with katie & mei yin . katie is my mummy , mei yin is my mei mei >< . well , childish , i know :) . still its fun . niway , then was maths . got our position and percentage . mine suck lah , no.17 , 77.56 :\ . i dropped , ALOT . TT . after that , was bm . idaayu was saying bout kata hubung , but noone bother to listen :) . well , thats my day ? :D .

got too gooo :D . read my book :) . byes :]

happy daddy's day :D

today's FATHER'S DAY :D . i haven wish my dad , and i just remembered . >< haven gave the card cause my bro haven sign . oh well , he can wait , cant he ? :) . hm , sunday's boring . and i havent finish my peka yet . and my room's pendaflour lamp is damn spoilt . == . i had 2 weird dreams yesterday . it was so funny while tinking back . AHAHAH XD . ahh , is father's day , but my family dont have any plan . oh great TT .

ii'll blooggg latterr :) when i found something to blog aite :]

try too hard :D

hm , im back from mid valley :) . and im suppose to go for some electone ting , but , i guess , i dont have the ticket :\ . sigh TT .

niway , my sister performed her electone and stuffs . then went over to mph , as i was finding for koizora novel , and a place called here by cecilia ahern . then went over to madam kwan's to eat :D . we laughed like shit . AHAHHA . i realised my sister and the boyfriend talk alot when they're eating . >< . niway , after went to mph to buy my book .

yoke yin : yoke shan , hannah montana 3D goggles * on the counter *
me : OMG . YEAH . er excuse me , how do you get the goggles ?
lady : how many do u want ?
me : 4 ?
lady : ERR * gave the look *
me : nola nola , 5 .
lady : * showing the WTF look , and the " why do u need so many for ? "

and i realised i needed 6 . == . damnit . i wonder how does it works tho :D . sis boyfriend say must use projector ? hm well , can those big big tv's work like 42 inch or something ? if can , then im a lucky girl :D . well , i checked on www.disneychannel-asia.com . some of these questions might help you on your thoughts :D


2.What is so special about this 3-D concert?
By wearing the 3-D goggles while you watch the concert on your regular TV set, you will experience the 3-D effects which will give you the live concert-going experience as if you were there at the LIVE concert!


3.What is 3-D?
3-D is a visual presentation system that attempts to create an illusion of depth as seen by the viewer. So if you’re watching HANNAH MONTANA & MILEY CYRUS: BEST OF BOTH WORLDS CONCERT IN 3-D wearing your Disney Channel 3-D goggles, you’ll see some aspects of the movie with a 3-D illusion stand out more


4.Do I need to have a High Definition television set to watch this 3-D program on 21st June?
No. Your regular TV set will be sufficient for you to catch this program. However you will need to wear Disney Channel 3-D goggles to experience this entertaining and innovative 3- D adventure on your regular TV set with your family & friends! Be sure to sit directly in front of the TV set at a comfortable distance, turn down the lights and wear the goggles and leave them on for a while so your eyes get used to it.


12.I wasn’t able to get the goggles. Will I be able to watch this concert even if I don’t wear the goggles during the telecast?
Yes you will still be able to watch it, but the concert scenes will looks slightly blurry. If you don’t have the goggles, we suggest you tune in to the 2-D version of the show which will broadcast on Disney Channel on 22nd June (Sunday) at 7:30pm and on 28th June (Saturday) at 5.30pm (Mal/Phil) when you won’t need the 3-D goggles.


13.2-D!? What’s that?
2-D is the format that’s used for the programs you watch on TV. So if you watch the 2-D version of the concert on 22nd June (Sunday) at 7:30pm, you won’t need to use the 3-D goggles.


14.I got a little uncomfortable wearing the 3-D goggles, what do I do?
If you’re in any way uncomfortable, we suggest you tune in to the 2-D version of the concert on 22nd June (Sunday) at 7:30pm, you won’t need to use the 3-D goggles.

well people , if you dont have the goggles , its alright , u can always watch on 22nd june :D . and , those who want to get the goggles , please go to MPH which i suggest . AND YES I CAN WATCH IN 3D EFFECT :P

im done . ahahhas .

heavenly days :D

today's SATURDAY . woke up at 12 . >< . played the piano & psp , sing sing and sing , ate and crapped :D . well , im not going summit , im going to mid valley instead as my sister is going there to perform electone . :] . im so into the song koizora OST , heavenly days - yui aragaki . her voice is so cute yet pure :D .

heavenly days
mune no pocket no heya
kimi no kieta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nido to kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
mada sugoshi atatakai ano hibi ni kagi wo kakete

translation :
Heavenly days
in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

oh , and to mr./ms. ?! on my tagboard , so what if im desperate ? do i need to ask you or tell you ? well , if i were desperate , i would have a boyfriend right now , and simply go get a guy . but NO , im loyal , waiting for this guy , therefore , dont call me a desperado :) .

you're completely different from last year . you changed alot . and in ur mind , im the cause of your change , but well , what did i do ? i hate it when people want to know all the secrets , i hate it when people tries to know more things than me and go tell me ? okay la i dont mind if you know , but do u have to like , err ? TELL ME ? == . i hate people who tries to dig up my secrets , and i hate people who wants to be popular for the sake of lack of attention . bah . i regretted telling you all my secrets damnit == .

stress - free ??

well , im sort of stressing right now . and no , sheila , im not stressing of him , damnit == . well , i just had my dinner and did my chores . seriously , doing the chores was already stress enough , and there i go people pressuring me ? i hate people being rude with me when im so not in a mood . like people saying fuck u to me when i was just asking politely ? and when i tell people something , ugh , i dont know lah == . sometimes , i just feel is better to tell people which dont hangout with me yet understands me like natalie , and mei ting and brandon chew . i just feel so weird , telling those people around me . i guess they have intention to know them & ask more questions , which i definitely dont like it unless , i consider you as my best friends lah :D . then u're perfectly exceptional . i dont like to act as tho im happy in the outside , and sad in the inside . i know i cant stay strong for a long time . maybe cause i've been counting on everyone few years back . and now , too . sometimes , i just want a guy to be right there for me when i want to talk to someone . and a guy to cheer me up when im down , and a guy to make lame jokes just to make me laugh . maybe some of you might say , you have friends wert . well , sometime friends cant do what boyfriends do . :) . im just a sad sad kid . ==

i dont wanna miss a thing :D

today's FRIDAY :) . i defintely love friday . HAHAHS . :D .

first 2 periods was science . we get to have marks for the the ... science paper again ! yay ! :D but practically , that wont make me get an A , due to my paper 1 . sigh :\ . then break time , helped pn.daisy to take some stuffs over to the bengkel , and i said " i hate being slave " , then later claire told me that pn.daisy was right behind us . >< . oh crapness . then we were talking bout friday , the thirteen . the supper horror day . HAHAHA . and damn you , shaza . padan muka for the cup :P . if you didnt know , i threw a cup at her , for some SPECIFIC REASON , which got up on my nerves .

after that was art . claire , sheila and i were busy talking . HAHAH . i got very low for art , and i dont care . >< . and , JAMIE OWES ME STARBUCKS . you know why ? cause yesterday , during chinese , we bet . :) . if i beat him for art , i buy him starbucks , if he beat me for art , he buy me starbucks . and he frigging got the highest . AHHAHAHS . and i sort of cheated him , cause he said i thought u cancel the bet ? then i said , NO , WHERE GOT TT . so , rm 12 on monday :P

then was chinese , this female malay teacher , cik siti suhada , ITS THE BEST MAN . 8D . she relived us , and we talked bout craps . bout her age , and her life , do she has a boyfriend and all . it was so funny >< . and i bet she loved talking to us . and we pranked call cik AIN . first eugene was like , cik AIN , so she was like hello , then sheila and i shouted HII . then chee soong , go say , for english , press 1 , untuk bahasa melayu , tekan 1 , and continues . XD .

then was maths , did all the work , and we have to frigging redo our science peka , so i did . :) . then after school , went out with shaza , lunch buddy :P for ramli burger and starbucks . i had eugene to borrow me rm13 , THANK YOU MAN :D . or else i wouldnt have my chocolate cream chip :] . then , we met zhen zhuen , we walked with him back to school , saw , BRANDON CHEW THERE . he just reached school . so we were stoning at guardhouse , then walked over to secondary canteen , stoned a while , then walked to admin office , and to the porch . then zhou wei they all came back , then we went to the primary canteen . then stanley they were back , so we were hanging out at pri canteen . then chew wanted to go gym , so temaned him , but i was so lazy so sat down at the stairs with shaza and those guys . round 2.30 , went home :D

and just now when i was coming up the class after chinese , passed by gamma , then stanley , jing her , ian , brandon lim and chien wee , go open the door and scare me and sheila , causae gamma memang noone , and it was dark . damn shit , we screamt like shit . TT . i almost had heart attack . stanley always shout at people god damnit . XD

and its frigging saturday tomorrow , YAY : D i can sleep as long as i want . :P . and i hope i'll be going summit tomorrow , pretty please :) . im gona eat now , byes .

i feel so suck right now , and i've noone to talk to who understands how i feels :\ . i mean , sheila kind of does , and claire's offline :\ . shitness man TT . I DONT GET IT WHY CANT I GET OVER YOU ? ): . and everytime when im near you , i sit down sumwhere , u just wouldnt take a look at me , then when i start to leave and walk , you only come to me and sit next to me ? for godness sake :\ . are u gona appreciate me only when i leave ur life ? :\

he watch me cry till the night .

well .... im finally online :D . i was trying to go online with psp just now , but i have to knw the proxy server and bla bla bla == my god , it was taking me forever , but end up i was so lazy to call the streamyx . :P

niway , i hereby wish , tee rachel a happy belated birthday . :)

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY , MY DEAREST MEI :D

you're 12 , and thats good .

gona be a teen next year , so take care aite ?

love you :] mwahs

well , class today was kind of fun but , when school was about to end , i was kind of sad lah . due to some specific reasons . hm , my science sucks man . ms.voo was so strict with our answers , and our highest is only 51 / 60 where as other class which mr.bala taught , all 56 & above . mostly half of the class , complained . and there she go again , lectured . well , hope we can gain marks perhaps ? but still i suck in science TT

during music , went over to challenger . and sheila showed us this interact card trick on youtube . and its so frigging true , and guess what , brandon lim was the one to discover the answer behind the trick first , and we were so dumb to believe :D . then , we went to watch boobs can opener ? wtf . XD . then the boys were like , " SO CHUN " . HAHAHA . then we watched expression crew - wizard . one word , AMAZING :) .

well , and every geo & sejarah lesson , mostly are all free periods :D . and mrs.k didnt come today , so brandon lim , eugene and i got on to a talk which was .. kind of interesting tho :) . at least those 2 buddies keep me occupied .

this is all i can say to describe my day lah . but overall , today was good with my besties accompanying me :)

i dont get it why do u have to make me hang on to you evvery single time . every time when i decided to get over you , u'll try your best to get close to me , and u'll make me cling on to you once again :\ . and , i know im not as good as that girl , not as smart nor pretty . but , looking at those memories we had , those laughters we had , those time we shared together gossiping bout mostly everyone , and we laughed like shit during midnights , dont you miss those time ? well i do . cause every night , now , i felt lonely , i start to think bout those times when we talk every night , when we were so happy back then , and now , a message from you is just so hard . but , all i know is , you just left a hole in my heart , a hole which will never go back to the place it was . and things just wont go back to the past .

chew yun keong pontenged school for the past 2 days . == . not to say ponteng , he didnt come to school . i miss bullying him alredi lah , i miss talking to him bout my probs cause he'll be the one to give me great advices and helps :\ . and today , i couldnt even share my probs out . seriously man , i had to keep it to myself which probably , felt not good :\ . CHEW CHEW , GO SCHOOL TOMORROW AITE ? :)

this is long now . im stopping here . and tomorrow's FRIDAY :D .

bye :)