Flooded with all this pain,

knowing i'll never really hold ya.

So, it's november 16. Yeap, time passes really fast, when you least notice it. 10 more days to my birthday. Not planning for anything I guess :) I still prefer, sitting on my bed, reading my current book, and waiting for people to wish me :D Who knows? I might get another prank caller this year. (like what lynn did last year, wtff. just because i pranked her about something, she had to prank me on my birthday?!)HAHAH. that was epic.

If i'm not mistaken, i pranked her like, a month after SportsDay, about something to do with cheerleading, and on my birthday, she texted me, pretending to be a "guy". Worst thing was, SHE PAKAT WITH MY BROTHER SUMORE!! OMG. I was damn pissed. But, it was funny :) I think that made my birthday night :D HEHE. So, this year, anyone would like to make my birthday night, by pranking me? *cehwah.

Hmm, i think I'm going to make an early birthday celebration with my babes :D along with sheilalee :) HEHE. Can't wait! It'll be like, 6 of us, finally!

I'm not hoping for any presents, this year though. *Except for BRANDONCHEW's HOMECOOKED-FOOD :D :D. Other than that, i totally don't mind if I receive presents or not. BUT BUT, of course, for those who wants to buy me present, can actually fulfill my wishlist :)

1. BOYSLIKEGIRLS merchandise!!
i know, it's supposed to be something I NEED, not something I WANT. But but, i want 'em desperately! :\ *hints.


I SO HAVE TO HAVE THIS OKAY?! THIS OMG. SHIRT. IS DAMN CHIO.


FUCKTHISSHIT. I WANT THIS LIKE X1000000 OKAY!?


EMGEE. LOOK AT THIS, IT'S DAMN PRETTY CAN?! HOW CAN I NOT HAVE THIS ):

2.READ BETWEEN THE LINES DVD.
another thing i WANT. GET ME THIS, I'LL LOVE YOU SHIAT. You can't find it here in Malaysia, so don't waste your time looking up @ Speedy/RockCorner. CAUSE YOU CAN ONLY FIND IT IN THE US T_T KILL ME, JUST KILL ME. BUT BUT! You can obviously order it from EBAY :D If you really really, want me to love you like forever, GET ME THAT! *dream yokeshan, dream!


THIS.IS.LOVE.

Okaaay, to things i NEED to have.

3.BLACK SCHOOL SHOES :)
Bata or not, whatever shit. Give me black school shoes, i'll thank you :D My current shoes are officially ruined/worned out. And, obviously I need new ones for next year, so.. you can give me those if you actually ran out of ideas on what to get me! P.S:// MY SHOE SIZE IS 4/5 :) Actually, this present is a hint for STANLEY, cause he always ask me to get new shoes, so.. since my bday is coming, HEY STANLEY, YOU CAN ACTUALLY GET ME NEW SHOES for my present! :D

4. HIM, to tell me that he likes me too :)
If he actually, tells me that he likes me too, on my birthday night, that will make my birthday night, special than ever :D but still, *DREAM YOKESHAN. AS IF HE LIKES YOU )=<.

5.*to be filled in, when i made up my mind.

Can't make up my mind right now, SO YEAH :D will add more, if I know what else i want :)