It hurts.

I'm blogging right now, because i've noone to talk to. Crying to myself, wouldn't help. I know i need to let it out, so, i guess my blog's my current best friend.

I'm so disappointed in you. It's like, I don't even know you anymore. You used to be the only one for me, through my deepest and darkest times. You'd be there for me, I remember. But now, it seems like you don't need me anymore. I feel so useless, as one for you. I feel as though I wasn't there for you, when you were sad, and now, someone is replacing me. Eventhough how much I want to be there for you, to hear you out, now i know that he does it better than I do. Whatever it is, I'll always love you, more than he does, more than anyone does, forever and always. You've hurt me so deep, that I don't even know how to face you anymore. But, i will always love you, be there for you whenever you need me, and care about you.