I can't deny the fact that I still have feelings for you .

school's starting in 3 days , and honestly , i hate school .

1) I GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY t_T which i anti like shit .

2)We gotta study , and some subject teachers are boring like shit till you can almost sleep !

3)we need to focus on PMR adi T_T

4)MARKS ! MARKS !! we're getting back our marks , like hell maaan T_T my results are like shit . and yeaaaahh :\

yeah , that's more of a reason why i hate going back to school . anyways , i hope Mdm.Boey will shift our places again , but I wouldn't mind if we shift or not . I dont mind the place i'm sitting now anyway .

I havent exactly finish my sejarah folio T_T need to finish up my essay , and note to self : FINISH ALL YOUR HOMEWORK BY TOMORROW !!!

why can't i just get over you ?
why am i still crying over you ,
WHEN ITS NOT EVEN WORTH IT !
i know i still have feelings for you,
BUT WHY LAAAAAHH T_T

Four Movies On 5thJune :)

since i've nothing to blog about , so let's blog about my movie marathon , last week :)

05/06/09 .

Planned to wake up around 9am , but i sms-ed MayYin , and asked what time she's leaving , she said 10.15-10.30 , so I was thinking .. ah , i shall wake up at 10 . I needed some sleep . then , i fell into my dreams , AND DAAAMMN , its a really nice dream ! i was tinking bout him ): then someone called , and i thought it was my alarm , but it was a call .

me : hmmm ?
may : i'm leaving my house now .
me : WWHHHAAT ?! omg , may yin , i just woke up !
may : you serious ?
me : yeaaahhh . im going to bath now , sorrryy !

I was swearing the shit out of me , and quickly grab some clothes , and bath . Got dressed and everything . Went down , and asked my bro to fetch me to OU like right away . Didn't even have the time to tell my mum where I was going , just gave her a call .

Reached Ou around 10.30 . Was earlier than may yin . Waited for her like 5 minutes . :) Then went up to GSC and bought tickets . The lady was so surprised that we bought 4 movies , HAHA . she was like " still got some more ? 0.0 "

anyways , after buying , we went down , to get AuntieAnne's as both of us haven't get our breakfast . Bought , and then went up for movie . Wanted to get popcorn , but didn't . We were so early for the movie ! Even before the advertisements started . Monsters Vs Aliens was rather okaaayy :) Didn't know Reese Witherspoon was the voicing .

After Monsters Vs Aliens , went over to old wing . Went to Popular and did some book shopping :) then to Machinese , cause my iPod was .. retarded . After that , chilled at McD , and had some talking time . We were like late for the next movie ..

Hannah Montana : The Movie was our second . I cried like 3 times , first was when TaylorSwift sang Crazier , then .. Miley with her .. conflicts , and last was when she sang TheClimb . I was damn emotional , and there was alot of stuffs in my head that time , so yeaahh .

After that , we went to eat our lunch at Waffle World :) and we had some bonding time . told her some stuffs , and she told me hers . Ate , yada . And she saw a friend of hers , WHICH I THOUGHT IT WAS A GUY 0.0 but no , she was actually a girl . HAHAH . Then we went over to MPH , since I wanted to buy a book to read . Was suppose to buy a book but MayYin said come back later .

17 Again was our third , before that , she wanted to go toilet , and a group of girls were lining up . so we waited for a long time , and I was like " OMG FASTER LAAAHH 0.0 I DONT WANT TO MISS ZAC EFRON LAAAHH T_T " . But , we were right on time :) The movie havent even started . I was so scared to sit at the end , so I asked May to switched , and damn . it was a .. bad decision . THE GUY NEXT TO ME SMOKES 0.0 so whenever he breathes in or out , i could smell it . Anyways , 17 Again , was funny :D and it's a good movie ! Zac Efron , HOT HOT T_T

After that , we went to MPH , and I decided to buy magazines instead of a storybook , yada yada . Then we lined up for popcorn :) Bought alot of food :D :D eh , that was our dinner ! and finally , Mayyin got to eat popcorn !

Night At the Musuem 2 was our last movie . It was really funny ! Ben Stiller & Amy Adams ! Like them both :) Jonas Brothers also were voices there ! they sang lovebug :D :D it was a good show , good show .

After our movie , we went over to old wing , since my mum wanted me to buy stuffs for her :) then bought food for my sister , went to PohKong cause Mayyin wanted to buy earring . Around 9.15 , my mum came and fetched us :D dropped mayyin at her home .

yeah , that was my movie marathon day :D before this movie marathon , was a movie marathon like 3 years ago with Swei ! T_T and we only watched 2 movies i think :)

Thou Shal Not Lie .

i've been tagged by Redza .

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag some people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
truee ;)

Q: Been arrested?
false .

Q: Do you like someone?
True to the max.

Q: Held a snake?
false , i hate snakes.

Q: Been suspended from school?
false .

Q: Sang karaoke?
true .

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
True .

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
True .

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
False .

Q: Kissed in the rain?
False .

Q: Sang in the shower?
True .

Q: Sat on a roof top?
false .

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
false .

Q: Broken a bone?
false .

Q: Shaved your head?
false .

Q: Played a prank on someone?
True .

Q: Shot a gun?
False .

Q: Donated Blood?
False .

Just be 100% truthful.

LAST PERSON THAT

1. You hung out with?
Voon May Yin :)

2. You texted?
Natalie .

3. You were in a car with?
Kor ; Jie ; Mii .

4. Went to the movies with?
May May :D

5. Person you went to shop with?
Jie .

6. You talked on the phone?
Carissa :)

7. Made you laugh?
Sister's boyfriend .

8. You hugged?
my pillow .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY.

1. Sun or moon?
Moon .

2. Winter or Fall?
Winter .

3. Left or Right?
Right .

4. Sunny or rainy?
Sunny .

5. Where do you live?
BU , Pj .

6. Club or pub?
Club .

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
Yeap .

8. Do you want to get married?
obviously .

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl .

10. What time is it?
10.41 p.m .

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
nope .

12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
to .. be what i want to be :)

13. Do you cook?
not often though .

14. Current mood?
not really feeling anything tho . normal .

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU

1. Kissed someone?
Nopee .

2. Sang?
Yeah .

3. Listened to music?
Yeah .

4. Danced?
nopee .

5. Cried?
eerrr nope . dont tink so .

6. Liked someone you can't?
uhuh , cause he likes her , not me .

FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date?
none .

2. Who was your first roommate?
jie .

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
beer . calsberg i tink o.o

5. What was your first car?
not yet .

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
erhh . when i was 6 if im not mistaken .

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
forgotten .

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Korea .

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time?
not yet .

11. Who was your first Best Friend?
Tan shirley :)

12. Who is your best friend?
alot .

13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
Shaza . I'll cry to her and tell her what probs im having .

14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid?
none .

15. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
watch tv .

16. First tattoo or piercing?
not yet .

17. First celebrity crush?
Charmaine Sheh . okay .. crush ? then its Raymond Lam :D

18. First crush?
std 3 .

Repost this with "Thou shalt not lie"

i tag
anyone .

TeeRachel :)

haaappppyyy 13th birthdaaaay ,
tee rachel :)
may all your wishes come true !
and .. i love love love yoouu !
enjoy your day ,
and have a blast :D

xoxo ,
shan :D

Baby , before its too late . [edited]

5 more days till school reopens . BAHH . ._.

slept at 4am today , was on the phone till 3am . then sms-ed Sheila ; Shaza ; BrandonChew till 4am :) Then I woke up at 2pm today . was suppose to wake up early , to go AC to meet up with BrandonChew , but i didnt wake up ): he sms-ed me around 11 something to ask me if i were going AC , and I was like SHIT . I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN . and I was dead sleepy , so i had to like ffk him ): sorry brother ! T_T

then i continued to sleep , till Redza sms-ed and it woke me up . So i had my brunch till 3pm . Did some photos stuffs with my sis , then bath . At 4pm , I studied . -.-' yeah , I STUDIED . i was forced . Bah . then did some of my sejarah folio till 8 . And ate dinner :) so here i am :D

7/06/09 . Sunday .

woke up at 8.45am , then got dressed . had dimsum with mummy . Then went for tuition . Ms.Karen didnt come and it was replaced by some teacher , therefore it was boring . Bah . After tuition , came home and packed my stuffs .

Around 2 something , we headed to ipoh :) Reached my ipoh home around 4 something , then took some rest . watched tivo . Around 7 something , left my ipohhome and headed to my dad's friend's house for his son bachelor party . My dad & his friends were hilarious . all pure jokers . Daddy&friends were all from primary school , can you believe it ? their friendship like more than 50+ years . and all of them were there for me since I was young :D :D mum and them click well too :) they were having some stupid love talk which cracks me up , ALOT .

went home around 10 , and bath , slept :)
the moon was shining really bright that night , and the sky was starry :D just enjoyed the view , was practically staring at the sky , on the way home .

08/06/09 . Monday .

woke up around 10 something , cause daddy woke me up . Bath , got dressed and yada yada . left around 12 something , went to a restaurant and had brunch :) my dad's friend , went fishing , so he caught 4 fishes . and .. asked the restaurantboss to cook 2 of it :D :D this is why i love ipoh ! everytime i go ipoh , I'LL GET TO EAT NICE FISH . HEHEHE . :P daddy's friend promised me he'll bring me go fishing , IF ONLY I GET 7A'S ): i want to try to go fishing ! after brunch , headed back home . watched tivo , ate KFC and took a nap .

around 5pm , bath , got dressed , and everything . left home around 6 , and headed for the marriage dinner :D that dinner was rather okay . was gossiping with my mum . Daddy&friends were drunkards . One of his friends , were drunk , and scolded us , cause we didnt eat . HAHAH but in a funny way :) i love daddy&his friends when they're drunk :D :D they're scary but funny .

left around 10 , and headed to cousin's new home . looked around , and daddy brought his whole bunch of friends to my cousin's home , and they continued to drink , talking crap . AHHA :P and my cousin's wife , looks like SHEILA'S MUM 0.0 whenever i look at her , it reminds me of sheila . AHHA .

left his house around 11 , reached home at 11.30 . watched tivo , brushed teeth , yada yada , slept :)

the moon was round & bright that night too . couldn't take my eyes off the moon :D

09/06/09 . Tuesday .

Woke up around 11 something , was really tired . Ate KFC for breakfast . Kor tapau-ed . then packed my stuffs , bath and yada . Around 12 , we left Ipoh , and headed back to KL :)

Reached home around 2.30 , home sweet home . watched tivo , bath , then had a talk with mum about problems , then we slept :) woke up around 6 . watched more tv , and went online :D

okay . i've updated :) anyways , got this from SOMEWHEREOVERTHERAINBOW . :)

It was about a girl who died in a car accident.

She was on her way to meet this guy, who was in love with her for roughly 3 years. Today was the day he was going to tell her he loved her. About the same duration i've liked a girl :D She was on the highway, she was driving at a slow pace because she was on the phone with a client. She stopped at the trafic light as it turned red. When it turned green, she shifted her gear to D and accelerated not knowing that a trailer was jumping the red light. The trailer hit her small Mini Cooper. She died on the spot as a metal bar punctured her heart.

1 year later, that man went on a reality dating show, not to look for a new relasionship but to bring awareness unto people. Today was the anniversary of her death. He was angry at himself for such a long time because he did not have the guts to tell the girl he loved that he had loved her. He was afraid he was going to be rejected. Rejection is nothing! When you like a girl tell her how you really feel. So what if you get rejected? As long as the girl that you hae loved for so very long knows that someone out there really cares about her. I felt so sad reading the end.

that is so true ! if you like a girl , just tell her how you feel . you will never know whether you'll be rejected anot . the girl might like you too , ya know . baaahh . konon guys are brave . i call them coward . no offence .

You brushed my teeth and combed my hair .

I'M BACK FROM IPOH :D :D
miss me ? miss me ?
i bet you do :P

HAHA , kidding !

3 days at ipoh was really fun :) and i'll prolly update later .

trying to make an itunes acc , but i dont have a credit card :\ pfft . i need to download games T_T

tuning in : butterfly fly away - miley cyrus & billy ray cyrus .

Fly with me :)

i'm leaving to Ipoh tomorrow :D and ... i guess my blog will be dead till Tuesday , i'm sorrry :)

to Sheila Lee :

babe , are you going to genting ?
i'm not sure if you are
but anyway , just take care aite !
and have fun whereever you are ,
will talk to you soon alright !
i'll miss you so so much !
byeeeeeeee ,
loveeee you :)

will be going offline soon , and won't be able to go online till Tuesday i guess . Will be going tuition tmrw in the morning , and now , gotta pack my stuffs for tomorrow .

gotta bounce .
byeeeeeeee :)

if its you and me forever ,
if its you and me right now ,
that'd be alright ;