Sunday, June 28, 2009

Sorry Sorry.

im like finally blogging now ;) but im seriously dead drop lazy to update.


yesterday , i was busy. was watching 20th Golden Melody Awards .

was msn-ing Carissa ,
helping her to translate bout everything,
and we were bitching bout those people there!

omg carissa,
damn fun betul weih T_T
and i was also talking on the phone,
thats why i was so busy -_-
trying so hard to cope/ multitask.

Both our baby never come ):
JayChou & WangLeeHom!
sad betul :\
though is lesser than last year ,
but he lost the 2 awards
best composer&producer,
try writing a song ,
as meaningful as
dao xiang.

*not edison :P
with diff style & genres
but im so proud of jaychou ,

carissa and I felt like ,
we were there ,
and we were like talking bout it :P
but noo ,
we were msn-ing :D :D
is so fun doing that!

carissa ,
sure got leehom :P

Carissa & I were also stalking
cause we found this guy
omg he caught our eye :D :D
he was sooo cute ;)
if they come to malaysia,
i might want to go :D
just to see

anyways , there's heck lots of people watched transformers di! im so so so jealous! :\ nevermine , IM WATCHING IT THIS FRIDAY ;) HHEHEHE : P


tomorrow's school.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i think i'm falling in love with you ;)

i'm currently watching
20th Golden Melody Awards ,
while texting ,
& msn-ing Carissa and talking bout the awards show :P


will update later bout swei's ;)

Friday, June 26, 2009

Swei's Surprise ;)

i'm currently at Swei's , while she's watching Transformers&DragMeToHell with foursome &MayYin. :D Redza;Me;Swen(swei's sis) just finish baking :) and Swen is bathing while i'm blogging ; twittering and watching I Spy.

will update tmrw ? as I'll be busy till the whole night and going home late!



babe , seriously , thanks for everything ;) thanks for being there for me , ALWAYS,ALLTHETIME,& FOREVER! you're always there to cheer me up , give me GREATADVICES! THAT no OTHER FRIENDS can , console me , and tell me , what's best for me . you're always like a sister to me , just for the fact , YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME FOR 5 MONTHS -_- . i know my grammar/english has always been so sucky-ish , till i always piss you off(primary) , but .. YOU NEVER LAUGHED AT IT ! ( though sometimes you did! ): ) and you TAUGHT ME what's right instead ;)

so practically , you're like my guardian angel :D :D heh . i won't really say so much now , as i'll start crying later , making me thinking back of our memories ;)

oh oh , remember when I stayed over yours during STD 2/3? AHHA it was my first sleepover , and... the funniest ? it was just plain fun!! we swimmed in your BIG BIG BLUE CONTAINER THAT COULD FIT US 0.0 HAHAHAH its just damn funny thinking bout it .

then you sleptover mine's at form1 ! and we watched MOVIES :D :D that night was awesome , dont you think so ? us , talking to our boyfriends and all ;) having some really productive bonding time , oh without fail , YOU HELPED ME WITH MY PROBLEMS THAT TIME TOO!

see, that's why you're great!

AND I KNOW , we barely hang out now, since we're like different class and so on , BUT THIS WOULDN'T MAKE OUR FRIENDSHIP DRIFT APART RIGHT?! we're always close in our hearts ;) and i'm sure we'll always have our BONDING TIME! during hols & end of the year! after PMR , you should sleepover mine , and i'll sleepover yours ; P fair & square ;)

this is one of the longest birthday post i've ever done , so appreciate , bitch :P i mean , MYBITCH!

i'll end it right here ,
p.s:// just to let you know,
OKAY ? ;)
iloveyou , ALOT .

Thursday, June 25, 2009

we're going up but the place is slowing down.

school's pretty fun these days ;) with awesome CLASSMATES! and LUNCHOBUDDIES!

yesterday , we were given free masks , and it was compulsary for students to wear. so we did ;) but today, noone wore -_- i was so lazy to buy a new one , as we have to purchase it for 1 buck .

Stanley gave us free thermometer :D :D and i checked my body temperature . 36.5. i'm relieved.

yesterday , leo , we had an AMAZING RACE ! it was pretty fun , but was really sad that we couldn't win. i was really hoping that we could win though. but next 2 weeks , we'll continue ;)

i'm off to do something now ,
then sleep .
blardy hell.
im so moodless -_-

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

He pulled me in , I was disgusted with myself .


school has cancelled report card day due to swine flu A(H1N1) is now locally transmitted , so yay :D i mean yay for the report card day being cancelled , but not for the virus thingy thing .

school is fun now :D i like school , when it comes to laughing . guess my classmates are the best ? ;)
i like having some laughing moments with Claire;Stanley&AhChew :D :D during Chinese today , had fun time laughing with Jamie ; Eugene ; Chee Soong!

yes , shazamummie , i'm grateful for geting a chance to school ;)

i've nothing much to blog now :D

is there school tomorrow ?
my mum told me no school -_-
but idk if she's joking.
i dont want to be a loner in school!

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Daddy's Day ;)

daddy ,

i totally forgotten that today was daddy's day , till Rizki told me at 12 something , and i panicked shit , cause .. I WAS PLANNING TO DO SOMETHING FOR HIM ! BUT PLAN FAILED -_-

woke up at 8.50am today. went to eat tau-foo-faaa for breakfast with mummy. LEFT MY PENCILBOX AT THE RESTAURANT CAUSE I WAS DOING MY TUITIONHW . CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ! i was THAT CARELESS ): didn't realise till i went for tuition . started to call mum during tuition to tell her that, but she didn't have her phone with her , so .. after tuition , pityplease-d my mum to get it back for me :D :D

reached home. and i stuffed myself with LOTS OF LOTS OF FOOD :D ate wantanmee ; chicken rice ; LONGAAAN ! while watching C.S.I . I swear i still wasn't full that time , but if i keep eating , I could even have finished my bro's food ;)

around 5pm , my sis bought MCD . and i started to eat eat eat :D and then , went to TropicanaCityMall for dinner :D SanFransiscoSteakhouse. it was a good bonding time with fam'ly . I'm still a daddy's little girl ! he had to cut my T-Bone into pieces for me , damn it . My whole family were talking bout IPHONE ! i was trying to persuade my dady to buy me an itouch , but he insisted on 7A's . Saw Su-Mae and her family eating dinner there too ;)

thanks so much for everything ,
you've never failed to be a hero in my life!
and to repay you,
i promise you,
i'll get 7A's for you!!!
but you have to get me an itouch lah if i do :P

take me on the floor :)



i planned to take a nap at 7pm today , cause I was out almost for the whole day .
and my mum woke me up at 11pm for dinner , AND IF SHE DIDN'T , I WOULD HAVE WOKE UP THE NEXT DAY 0.0
anyways , woke up , had dinner & watched tv .
I was planning to sleep , again , (i know right , all i do is just SLEEP!)
but .. since some people told me that , the more you sleep , the more tired you'll get , and my mum just told me , IF YOU KEEP SLEEPING , YOU WON'T GROW ! omg , scaaarry .
so i decided to come online now :)
you know .. like , talk to some people which could .. keep me entertain !
but CARISSABABY , went offline . so , I'M BORED NOW !

you weren't the one who i used to know,
now you're just like her,
so i guess i was wrong for believing what i believed in you.



and ...
i accidentally deleted my links ; poll ; etc.
will get it all up when im free!
ciaoz :)

Friday, June 19, 2009

I'd come for you.

haven been blogging lately , because .. i don't know what i should blog about .

but i'll blog bout my Saturday this week :)

woke up at 7.45 , bathed , and changed into my ChoirCostume . then make up , yada yada .

reached school around 8.45 , was kind of late . Then later went to the toilet , to apply mascara and put on our hairband :D around 10.30 ? we went to the backstage , and waited for our turn . and , my toe nail came out ! T_T cause i accidentally kicked the table edge , and yeah , my toe nail came out :\ it hurt ):

around 10.45 , we performed :D :D we sort of screwed up at 'thank you for the music.' we missed out ' SO I SAY ' . HAHA , then we were suppose to sing a birthday song for TanSri , but some of them , left the stage . HAHAH , cause Kenric forgotten that we have to sing the birthday song . but they came back . twas, FarahArdlina& Jean-ni kept laughing at the back . and after the performance , all of us laughed like hell. gonna miss choir practice :) gona miss singing " this train. " gonna miss bitching / gossiping / boytalk sesson with FarahA;Jean-ni;Rekha;Sheila&Claire .

Sheila&I headed over to Claire's right after. We watched some videos ; sang abit ; laughed ALOT :D another happening stuff , her toilet curtain , suddenly dropped when i just pulled it 0.0 and we tried to put it back , but keep failing . AHAH then her maid to the rescue :)

and at 12 , her daddy bought McD for us ! we had like some food fiesta cause we had alot of food . MWAHAH , we were damn full :) i bet Claire was . She couldn't even get up !! tsktsk.

we helped Claire to pick her outfit since she's having a dinner tonight , but she keeps claiming that " we were trying to make her look ugly " SO NOT CLAIRE ! i just wanted to see how that checkered dress look on you & the pregnant dress ! HAHAHAHA

Around 3.30 , i left home :)

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Happy birthday , chein wee :)

i've uploaded the pics from my camera to my comp , just to put a picture of chein wee here :)

banting boy :)
may all your wishes come true !
this guy over here is really muscular .
and he's a really nice guy ,
though he may look a lil .. gangster-ish ?
but ..
so ,
never judge a book by its cover :D :D

anyways , i'll post u all the pictures from SportsDay ; MayYin's15thParty & OpenDay later after i've finish my homework :D :D


i've just finished all my homework ! im so much relieved nowww . and its like late , and i need to wake up early tmrw ): schoool's bacck !


i'm not ready for school ):

Saturday, June 13, 2009

i don't care if i never see you again :)

is been long since i've posted pictures , so .. here it goes :D


this was suppose to be my charity dinner dress , but it was too short , so naah .

took this when i was studying (:

shaza :D

claire .


my stoning face 0.0

redza ransacking my purse . WOI , WHAT YOU DOING :P haha kidding !

all this pictures were taken by SHEILALEE at baker's cottage using my phone , this explains why i don't have any picture of her :)

random pictures :

see how short the dress is !!! T_T

I'm happy if you are ;)

currllss ~

the bright round moon at ipoh :) sorry , its blur , cause i was in the car when i snapped this .

I'm so over it .

school's in 2 days , yeah , thats when torture starts :)

i think school life will be a lil more hectic when school starts . because we'll be more focus on PMR , and 2nd monthly test will be next month , which is pretty quick . i think i won't be going online that often anymore , need to buckle up my studies :D

anyways , have been twitter-ing the whole day . so people , FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER :) :) i won't be updating my blog that often anymore unless i have something to blog about . so yeah that's pretty much . you can click on " follow me on twitter " , at my right-side bar :D
to follow me :)


I'm so over it
I've been there and back,
changed all my numbers and just in case your wondering
i got that new I'm a single girl swag,
got me with my girls and we're singing it.
na na na na na na na na, hey hey hey, goodbye ~
thanks philippe for downloading that song for me !
i've been trying so hard to download that song ):

tuning in : goodbye - kristinia debarge

Friday, June 12, 2009

I can't deny the fact that I still have feelings for you .

school's starting in 3 days , and honestly , i hate school .

1) I GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY t_T which i anti like shit .

2)We gotta study , and some subject teachers are boring like shit till you can almost sleep !

3)we need to focus on PMR adi T_T

4)MARKS ! MARKS !! we're getting back our marks , like hell maaan T_T my results are like shit . and yeaaaahh :\

yeah , that's more of a reason why i hate going back to school . anyways , i hope Mdm.Boey will shift our places again , but I wouldn't mind if we shift or not . I dont mind the place i'm sitting now anyway .

I havent exactly finish my sejarah folio T_T need to finish up my essay , and note to self : FINISH ALL YOUR HOMEWORK BY TOMORROW !!!

why can't i just get over you ?
why am i still crying over you ,
i know i still have feelings for you,

Four Movies On 5thJune :)

since i've nothing to blog about , so let's blog about my movie marathon , last week :)

05/06/09 .

Planned to wake up around 9am , but i sms-ed MayYin , and asked what time she's leaving , she said 10.15-10.30 , so I was thinking .. ah , i shall wake up at 10 . I needed some sleep . then , i fell into my dreams , AND DAAAMMN , its a really nice dream ! i was tinking bout him ): then someone called , and i thought it was my alarm , but it was a call .

me : hmmm ?
may : i'm leaving my house now .
me : WWHHHAAT ?! omg , may yin , i just woke up !
may : you serious ?
me : yeaaahhh . im going to bath now , sorrryy !

I was swearing the shit out of me , and quickly grab some clothes , and bath . Got dressed and everything . Went down , and asked my bro to fetch me to OU like right away . Didn't even have the time to tell my mum where I was going , just gave her a call .

Reached Ou around 10.30 . Was earlier than may yin . Waited for her like 5 minutes . :) Then went up to GSC and bought tickets . The lady was so surprised that we bought 4 movies , HAHA . she was like " still got some more ? 0.0 "

anyways , after buying , we went down , to get AuntieAnne's as both of us haven't get our breakfast . Bought , and then went up for movie . Wanted to get popcorn , but didn't . We were so early for the movie ! Even before the advertisements started . Monsters Vs Aliens was rather okaaayy :) Didn't know Reese Witherspoon was the voicing .

After Monsters Vs Aliens , went over to old wing . Went to Popular and did some book shopping :) then to Machinese , cause my iPod was .. retarded . After that , chilled at McD , and had some talking time . We were like late for the next movie ..

Hannah Montana : The Movie was our second . I cried like 3 times , first was when TaylorSwift sang Crazier , then .. Miley with her .. conflicts , and last was when she sang TheClimb . I was damn emotional , and there was alot of stuffs in my head that time , so yeaahh .

After that , we went to eat our lunch at Waffle World :) and we had some bonding time . told her some stuffs , and she told me hers . Ate , yada . And she saw a friend of hers , WHICH I THOUGHT IT WAS A GUY 0.0 but no , she was actually a girl . HAHAH . Then we went over to MPH , since I wanted to buy a book to read . Was suppose to buy a book but MayYin said come back later .

17 Again was our third , before that , she wanted to go toilet , and a group of girls were lining up . so we waited for a long time , and I was like " OMG FASTER LAAAHH 0.0 I DONT WANT TO MISS ZAC EFRON LAAAHH T_T " . But , we were right on time :) The movie havent even started . I was so scared to sit at the end , so I asked May to switched , and damn . it was a .. bad decision . THE GUY NEXT TO ME SMOKES 0.0 so whenever he breathes in or out , i could smell it . Anyways , 17 Again , was funny :D and it's a good movie ! Zac Efron , HOT HOT T_T

After that , we went to MPH , and I decided to buy magazines instead of a storybook , yada yada . Then we lined up for popcorn :) Bought alot of food :D :D eh , that was our dinner ! and finally , Mayyin got to eat popcorn !

Night At the Musuem 2 was our last movie . It was really funny ! Ben Stiller & Amy Adams ! Like them both :) Jonas Brothers also were voices there ! they sang lovebug :D :D it was a good show , good show .

After our movie , we went over to old wing , since my mum wanted me to buy stuffs for her :) then bought food for my sister , went to PohKong cause Mayyin wanted to buy earring . Around 9.15 , my mum came and fetched us :D dropped mayyin at her home .

yeah , that was my movie marathon day :D before this movie marathon , was a movie marathon like 3 years ago with Swei ! T_T and we only watched 2 movies i think :)

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Thou Shal Not Lie .

i've been tagged by Redza .

Rule #1:
If you open this you take it.

Rule #2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3:
Tag some people.

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
truee ;)

Q: Been arrested?
false .

Q: Do you like someone?
True to the max.

Q: Held a snake?
false , i hate snakes.

Q: Been suspended from school?
false .

Q: Sang karaoke?
true .

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
True .

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
True .

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
False .

Q: Kissed in the rain?
False .

Q: Sang in the shower?
True .

Q: Sat on a roof top?
false .

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
false .

Q: Broken a bone?
false .

Q: Shaved your head?
false .

Q: Played a prank on someone?
True .

Q: Shot a gun?
False .

Q: Donated Blood?
False .

Just be 100% truthful.


1. You hung out with?
Voon May Yin :)

2. You texted?
Natalie .

3. You were in a car with?
Kor ; Jie ; Mii .

4. Went to the movies with?
May May :D

5. Person you went to shop with?
Jie .

6. You talked on the phone?
Carissa :)

7. Made you laugh?
Sister's boyfriend .

8. You hugged?
my pillow .


1. Sun or moon?
Moon .

2. Winter or Fall?
Winter .

3. Left or Right?
Right .

4. Sunny or rainy?
Sunny .

5. Where do you live?
BU , Pj .

6. Club or pub?
Club .

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on?
Yeap .

8. Do you want to get married?
obviously .

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl .

10. What time is it?
10.41 p.m .

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
nope .

12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
to .. be what i want to be :)

13. Do you cook?
not often though .

14. Current mood?
not really feeling anything tho . normal .


1. Kissed someone?
Nopee .

2. Sang?
Yeah .

3. Listened to music?
Yeah .

4. Danced?
nopee .

5. Cried?
eerrr nope . dont tink so .

6. Liked someone you can't?
uhuh , cause he likes her , not me .


1.Who was your first prom date?
none .

2. Who was your first roommate?
jie .

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
beer . calsberg i tink o.o

5. What was your first car?
not yet .

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing?
erhh . when i was 6 if im not mistaken .

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
forgotten .

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
Korea .

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time?
not yet .

11. Who was your first Best Friend?
Tan shirley :)

12. Who is your best friend?
alot .

13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
Shaza . I'll cry to her and tell her what probs im having .

14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid?
none .

15. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
watch tv .

16. First tattoo or piercing?
not yet .

17. First celebrity crush?
Charmaine Sheh . okay .. crush ? then its Raymond Lam :D

18. First crush?
std 3 .

Repost this with "Thou shalt not lie"

i tag
anyone .

TeeRachel :)

haaappppyyy 13th birthdaaaay ,
tee rachel :)
may all your wishes come true !
and .. i love love love yoouu !
enjoy your day ,
and have a blast :D

xoxo ,
shan :D

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Baby , before its too late . [edited]

5 more days till school reopens . BAHH . ._.

slept at 4am today , was on the phone till 3am . then sms-ed Sheila ; Shaza ; BrandonChew till 4am :) Then I woke up at 2pm today . was suppose to wake up early , to go AC to meet up with BrandonChew , but i didnt wake up ): he sms-ed me around 11 something to ask me if i were going AC , and I was like SHIT . I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN . and I was dead sleepy , so i had to like ffk him ): sorry brother ! T_T

then i continued to sleep , till Redza sms-ed and it woke me up . So i had my brunch till 3pm . Did some photos stuffs with my sis , then bath . At 4pm , I studied . -.-' yeah , I STUDIED . i was forced . Bah . then did some of my sejarah folio till 8 . And ate dinner :) so here i am :D

7/06/09 . Sunday .

woke up at 8.45am , then got dressed . had dimsum with mummy . Then went for tuition . Ms.Karen didnt come and it was replaced by some teacher , therefore it was boring . Bah . After tuition , came home and packed my stuffs .

Around 2 something , we headed to ipoh :) Reached my ipoh home around 4 something , then took some rest . watched tivo . Around 7 something , left my ipohhome and headed to my dad's friend's house for his son bachelor party . My dad & his friends were hilarious . all pure jokers . Daddy&friends were all from primary school , can you believe it ? their friendship like more than 50+ years . and all of them were there for me since I was young :D :D mum and them click well too :) they were having some stupid love talk which cracks me up , ALOT .

went home around 10 , and bath , slept :)
the moon was shining really bright that night , and the sky was starry :D just enjoyed the view , was practically staring at the sky , on the way home .

08/06/09 . Monday .

woke up around 10 something , cause daddy woke me up . Bath , got dressed and yada yada . left around 12 something , went to a restaurant and had brunch :) my dad's friend , went fishing , so he caught 4 fishes . and .. asked the restaurantboss to cook 2 of it :D :D this is why i love ipoh ! everytime i go ipoh , I'LL GET TO EAT NICE FISH . HEHEHE . :P daddy's friend promised me he'll bring me go fishing , IF ONLY I GET 7A'S ): i want to try to go fishing ! after brunch , headed back home . watched tivo , ate KFC and took a nap .

around 5pm , bath , got dressed , and everything . left home around 6 , and headed for the marriage dinner :D that dinner was rather okay . was gossiping with my mum . Daddy&friends were drunkards . One of his friends , were drunk , and scolded us , cause we didnt eat . HAHAH but in a funny way :) i love daddy&his friends when they're drunk :D :D they're scary but funny .

left around 10 , and headed to cousin's new home . looked around , and daddy brought his whole bunch of friends to my cousin's home , and they continued to drink , talking crap . AHHA :P and my cousin's wife , looks like SHEILA'S MUM 0.0 whenever i look at her , it reminds me of sheila . AHHA .

left his house around 11 , reached home at 11.30 . watched tivo , brushed teeth , yada yada , slept :)

the moon was round & bright that night too . couldn't take my eyes off the moon :D

09/06/09 . Tuesday .

Woke up around 11 something , was really tired . Ate KFC for breakfast . Kor tapau-ed . then packed my stuffs , bath and yada . Around 12 , we left Ipoh , and headed back to KL :)

Reached home around 2.30 , home sweet home . watched tivo , bath , then had a talk with mum about problems , then we slept :) woke up around 6 . watched more tv , and went online :D

okay . i've updated :) anyways , got this from SOMEWHEREOVERTHERAINBOW . :)

It was about a girl who died in a car accident.

She was on her way to meet this guy, who was in love with her for roughly 3 years. Today was the day he was going to tell her he loved her. About the same duration i've liked a girl :D She was on the highway, she was driving at a slow pace because she was on the phone with a client. She stopped at the trafic light as it turned red. When it turned green, she shifted her gear to D and accelerated not knowing that a trailer was jumping the red light. The trailer hit her small Mini Cooper. She died on the spot as a metal bar punctured her heart.

1 year later, that man went on a reality dating show, not to look for a new relasionship but to bring awareness unto people. Today was the anniversary of her death. He was angry at himself for such a long time because he did not have the guts to tell the girl he loved that he had loved her. He was afraid he was going to be rejected. Rejection is nothing! When you like a girl tell her how you really feel. So what if you get rejected? As long as the girl that you hae loved for so very long knows that someone out there really cares about her. I felt so sad reading the end.

that is so true ! if you like a girl , just tell her how you feel . you will never know whether you'll be rejected anot . the girl might like you too , ya know . baaahh . konon guys are brave . i call them coward . no offence .

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

You brushed my teeth and combed my hair .

miss me ? miss me ?
i bet you do :P

HAHA , kidding !

3 days at ipoh was really fun :) and i'll prolly update later .

trying to make an itunes acc , but i dont have a credit card :\ pfft . i need to download games T_T

tuning in : butterfly fly away - miley cyrus & billy ray cyrus .

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Fly with me :)

i'm leaving to Ipoh tomorrow :D and ... i guess my blog will be dead till Tuesday , i'm sorrry :)

to Sheila Lee :

babe , are you going to genting ?
i'm not sure if you are
but anyway , just take care aite !
and have fun whereever you are ,
will talk to you soon alright !
i'll miss you so so much !

byeeeeeeee ,
loveeee you :)

will be going offline soon , and won't be able to go online till Tuesday i guess . Will be going tuition tmrw in the morning , and now , gotta pack my stuffs for tomorrow .

gotta bounce .
byeeeeeeee :)

if its you and me forever ,
if its you and me right now ,
that'd be alright ;

Butterfly , fly away ,

I'm like so down right now . pfft . i'll prolly update bout my movie marathon nxt week or something . will be heading to ipoh tmrw , will be back on tuesday .

listening to Butterfly , fly away - MileyCyrus & BillyRayCyrus . it's just a sad song :)

suppose to go out with mum for this dinner thing at a temple , but ... naaah , not in a mood for that . but i just feel terrible guilty . aaaahh .

why is everything crushing down on me ?


just finished watching " he's just not that into you . " . and after watching that , i told myself not to be emo , and that show really gave me a good lesson :)

i was dumb enough to think that you're different from the others . and it's true , i have never had this feelings on any other guys for a long time . I was just pure stupid , thinking that you like me or some crap . Yeah , i'm prolly that dumb for falling for a guy like you . I don't care if you talk to me now or not . i won't be crying over you anymore i guess , cause you don't even worth any tears of mine . If you want me , you'll come and get me .

Every morning , waking up from my sleep , i'll check my phone , and thinking that you'll POSSIBLY message me in the morning , but .. when i see that's not happening , whatever . From this day onwards , im not going to think about you anymore . I'm never going to complain to my girls bout you not talking to me anymore , although I still have a winzy feelings for you , but whatever man . You screwed it . Bah :)

Sheila ; May Yin ; Shaza ; Carissa ; Claire . I don't like him anymore :D :D okay maybe a lil , but yeaahh ! :) btw carissa & shaza , forget bout pillow :)

if a guy wants a girl , he'll make it happen no matter what ;

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Taking back my love ;

imma sleep in no time :)
going for movie marathon at ou ,
with dear mayyin :D
4 movies in one day !
i'm pretty hyped up now ,
can't wait .
teeheeehehehe :D

i'm lost and confused right now ,
i've never had this feelings in a year ,
and you're the one who gave me those now ,
but , i'm thinking ,
if i should stay on with you , or just get over you .
please ,
tell me something .
give me a hint , make a move ,
anything to tell you that you love me .
or else ,
i guess i've no any other hope , to keep this feelings,
either than just let it go ,
but i don't want to ,
i really like you .
i really do ;

You're not sorry .

Today was just boring .

Woke up around 2 something , cause yst i was really dead tired and couldn't really sleep . Bath once I woke up , just had the urge to be really clean out of a sudden . Then , had brunch . And helped mum with some chores without been asked :) was really proud of myself . Watched tivo & BrideWars . Got my tears out , cause i was thinking if that will happen in 10 years time , my best friend & i . I guess you'll get to find that someone who will stand by you no matter what .

I have been taking quizes from Facebook minutes ago . yeah nuisance . i know , but i'm pretty bored right now .

anyways , to Shaza Hazwani :

yyoo babbee !
have fun kat Johor okaaay ?
saya akan miss you ,
rindu you ,
cinta you banyak banyak :)
take care aaiiite !
and tell your boyfie ,
i say heeello :D

to Claire Cosset :

babe ,
have fun at your church camp & Bangkok aite ?!
you better be !
whole week not getting to see you anymore till school starts .
take caareeee !
and tell me all about it after u're back :)
i love love you so mucch !
going to miss you like hell :]

to Carissa Yuen :

seexaaaayy ,
have fun at your Tanjung Jara aite !
finally that day has come right ?
i'll miss talking to you so muchh !
there's nobody to talk with bout pillow already ):
shaza & you are going to be away ! baahh
i'll update you bout pillow after u're back ,
prolly i'll be over him when you're back ,
and surprise you with a new crush :P
take care ,
love loveee youu !

MayYin & ShaoWei will be back from Vietnam today . Mostly all my friends will be out . I'll be heading back to Ipoh on Monday , for my dad's friend's son marriage :) and stay overnight for a day . useless , i know . Wanted to sleepover at Claire's during that day , but Claire will be off to Bangkok . Sucks ):

You can tell me that you're sorry ,
but I don't believe you like i did before ;

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Day at Claire's .

woke up around 10 something today . watched some tivo ; had breakfast ; then went to bath . played some guitar & piano ; talked to mum bout my life and everything .

around 1.30 , left for Claire's . Reached around 1.45 . Natalie was already there :) she tried to scare me by hiding behind the curtain , but plan failed :P mwahahha . Natalie showed us this facebook photos about this guy , posing NUDE MODELING PHOTOS . we laughed like heck :P and then around 2 something , Phil ; BrandonChew ; Ian & Joshua reached :) we showed them the pictures , but they weren't fascinated cause of it ! baah , party poopers .

We wanted to watch FiredUp , but then the tivo had some problems , or was it the dvd itself ? We couldn't hear the people talking , so it was like watching Mr.Bean ! -.-' so we changed to FarCry . It wasn't a good movie though . Too draggy , so we fast forward and all . Derrick & Jing Her came between the movie .

Then went up to claire's room to watch FiredUp since it only work at her room . :) BrandonChew went off a lil while later . Then we were watching , suddenly , her fiuses had some sparkles coming out . so we panic-ed shit . naah , all of us , just us girls :D the guys were extremely cool . Derrick&Ian were the maaaan ! We couldn't watch any more shows , and all we did was stone . Then suddenly , something hilarious came up , and it's something , WHICH YOU CAN'T FIND IT EVERYDAAAYY :D what a memorable incident :) shall not be mention here .

We went down , to leave it alone . And , we stone . then Stanley came . We stoned for like 15 minutes , and finally came up with something to do . We played the I'veNever game :) and it's really fun . Instead of alcohols , we had dares . JingHer&Ian were PUSSIES ): they didn't do their dare .

Around 6.25 , JingHer ; Ian ; Phil ; Derrick followed my car , and bro dropped them off at AC . headed home , did my piano hw . Went for PianoClass after that .

That was practically my day :)
A fun ; productive ; memorable ; a great day with the guys & babes :D

all i want to say right now is ,
i love you .
I don't care if you do or not .
but this is how i feels ;

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Outing at pyramid :)

okay , this post is for real ;)

Woke up at 10am , cause my sis woke me up and asked me what time I was going to pyramid and asked me if i could go there early since she was fetching . Called Shaza&Carissa up , to ask them come early . Bath , got dressed up , watched tivo , ate breakfast .

Around 11.30 , left the house , and headed to pyramid . Met with Shaza&Carissa . Then went to get credit for myself . And went to toilet , then to MCD . ate , then the guys came . Alastair , Redza & Hariz . Was pretty bored there , so Carissa and I went to walk around for a little :) then after MCD , went for Dreamworld , a.k.a , lala-land , as the guys call it . Took pic with shaza's cam , and the guys were playing AirHockey , it was funny .

Headed for movie after that . Terminator Salvation was ze' bomb . Carissa and I were so kan-chiong , and we were like so sad , cause we heard that JohnConnor is going to die . Damn you Hariz . I cried at the kan-chiong part . Where JohnConnor almost died , but MarcusWright saved him :) ChristianBale & SamWorthington , is damn hot in that movie . *AHH , can drool :) *

Then , we wanted to go to the toilet , but it was really packed . Then we went over to Popular as I needed to get correctiontape for bro . We checked out Galaxiemag , and we left Carissa at the mag section since she wanted to read more . So Shaza teman-ed me to get correctiontape , and I got some workbooks for me to do next week :) I bet if my mum knew that I bought some workbooks , she'll proud of me . Going outing , still can think of studying :P

Then , we went for some MovieFestivalContest , cause we saw Razif & Redza there . They were trying to win 2 tickets , AND THEY DID :D they danced and everything . Shaza was being a sweetheart , she striked a pose , and she got me HANNAHMONTANA:MOVIEPOSTER :) i love love her :) shaza & MileyCyrus . heh , then Shaza & I played the " Propose ; Marriage ; Divorce " game . It was a crapless game , but it was fun . Shaza & I got second , we could have won 2 tickets ): but tak pe lah , I HAVE TERMINATOR SALVATION poster ! Can stare at ChristianBale now :) :) Carissa was being such a coward , DIDN'T WANT TO PLAY WITH ME ); bahhh :\

We left cause it ended . Bumped into Chein Wee , and he hung around with us :) then went to Shins just to get a showercap for Carissa's mum . Alastair left then . Went over to SakaeSushi since the guys were hungry . I asked the waiter if it was halal , cause I couldn't find any halal sign oakaaay ! and shazadear wanted to eat :)

me : erhh ... are you halal ?
waiter : I can't be halal , but the food here is halal .
* i was tinking what that mean , cause i didnt realise that i asked if he was halal . so yeaahh . I told everyone of them cause i got it after that . HAHAHHA *

Shaza left right after her Pepsi came and she was waiting for damn long . AHAH , Hariz left before her . it was only left , Chein Wee ; Carissa ; Redza and me . We ate ; talked and everything :) then Chein Wee went to meet up with his dad . Carissa with her mum . Redza and i . then we bumped into Nina ; Dylan ; Megat ; Leon & his friends :) Redza left , and joined Nina for a while . then she had to leave . Met up with Carissa&her mum cause i was alone ): It was nice talking to her mum :) SHE THOUGHT I WAS STANDARD 6 T_T

i'm so lazy to post up pics .
Shaza'sAlbum .
click that :)

btw shazadearie ,
i'm so lazy to take a pic of the poster .

when you're lost in the dark ,
when you're out in the cold ,
when you're looking for something that resembles your soul ,
when the wind blows your house of cards ,
i'll be a home to your homeless heart ;

If you only knew , it'll be a dream come true .

Just got back home from pyramid . Didn't wanna come online , but wanted to check if he was online , so yeaaaaahh :)

i tink i'm going to bath first , till i blog bout today .
today was FUN :D :D
thanks shazadearie for the HannahMontanaMoviePoster .
hilarious tau .


okaaay i'm back :)
but to know ,
i'll blog 2 hours later ,
i promise i'll blog at 11.30 ,
if you can wait for me !

if you only knew my love for you was real ;

Monday, June 1, 2009

Tag by TeeRachel ;)

now that i'm really bored , oh well .

001. Real Name: LeeYokeShan .
002. Nickname(s): Shannie;Doodleshann;EggYoke
003. Age: 14 going on 15 .
004. Horoscope: Saggitarius .
005. Gender: Female .
006. Elementary: Omg , i forgotten .
007. Primary School: Sri Kuala Lumpur Primary School.
008. Secondary School: Sri Kuala Lumpur Secondary School.
009. College: Not yet .
010. Hair Color: Black .

011. Hair Length: Long .
012. Loud or Quiet: Loud i guess .
013. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats .
014. Phone or Camera: Phone .
015. Health Freak: Naaahh .
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink .
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah .
018. Eat or Drink: Eat .
019. Piercings: NOT YEET !
020. Tattoos: Nope .

021. Social or Anti-Social: Social ?
022. Righty or lefty: Righty .
023. First piercing: None ):
024. First relationship: Primary school .
025. First Best Friend: A girl name TanShirley :)
026. First Award: omg , TELEMATCH :D MWAHAHHA .
027. First Kiss: Not yet .
028. First Pet: Tortoise !
029. First Big Vacation: Korea .
030. First Love at first sight: Have i ?

031. First Big Birthday: None . Not really big .
032. First Surgery : None .
033. First sport you joined: Telematch .MWHAHAHA
034. Orange or Apple juice: Orange juice .

035. Rock or Rap:Rap .
036. Country or Screamo: Country.
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet boys .
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney Spears .
039. Night or Day: Night .
040. Sun or Moon: Moon .

041. TV or Internet: Internet .
042. Playstation or XboX: Nintendo Wii .
043. Kiss or hug: Kiss .
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle !
045. Spider or bee: Spider laaahh .
046. Fall or spring: Spring .
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes .
048. Soccer or baseball: Soccer .
049. Eating: Nothing .
050. Drinking: Water .

051. Excitement level: Well , not that good , till he msn me :) *ahem carissa.
052. I'm about to: reply my msn .
053. Listening to: FromWhereI'mStanding - Schuyler Fisk .
054. Plan for today: Sleep .
055. Waiting for: Him to msn me ? * ahem ahem carissa .
056. Energy Level: Rather .. good , just bathed .
057. Thinking of someone: Absolutely .
058. Want kids : Yeah , FOUR ! 2 girls 2 boys .
059. Want to get married: Obviously .
060. When: When i've find the man for me .

061. How many kids do you want: 4 .
062. Any name on the mind: HAHAH maybe . :P
* 063 & 064 is missing ** missing ? *
065. Mellow future or wild: Wild .
066. Something you would never try: Cigar ?
067. Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future): Huh ? o.o
068. Lips or Eyes: Lips .
069. Romantic or Funny: Romantic .
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller .

071. Protective or Caring?: Caring .
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic .
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Arms .
074. Sensitive or Loud: Loud .
075. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationships .
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant:Trouble Maker .
077. Muscular or normal:Rather muscular .
078. Kissed a stranger: Don't think so .
079. Broken a bone: Naahh .
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Nope .

081. Ran away from home: How i wish i could .
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: NOOOHH .
083. Killed somebody: OMG , if i did , i would be in jail now ?
084. Broken some one's heart: Yeaahh ..
085. Had your heart broken: Of course .
086. Been arrested: Naaahh .
087. Cried when someone died: No no , i was laughing like a mad person when someone died , OBVIOUSLY I CRIED RIGHT -.-
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Guess so .
089. Do you believe in Yourself: Uhuh .
090. Miracles: Yeah .

* 091 is missing **another missing 1*
092. Heaven: Uhuh .
093. When do you want to die: When god sends me to hell .
094. Tooth Fairy: No -.-
095. Kiss on the first date: Naahh .
096. Angels: Heh , with wings ?
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Practically , yeah .
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: Naahh .
099. Do you believe in God: Uhuh .
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

-Shaza Hazwani
-Claire Cosset
-Aliya Syaqira
-Victoria Tan
-Carmen Lim
-Brandon Chew
-Rizki .

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