Monday, June 30, 2008

great TT

oh well , i just asked daddy if i can fix my handphone who has been dead for like few months and i didnt tell him .

me : daddy , can u give me money to fix my phone ?
dii : why u wan fix ur phone ?
me : cause the software old edi , need to renew .
dii : hah what u mean ?
me : cause when i on now , is like black out . then will restart .
dii : how much ?
me : rm90 .
dii : HAH , RM90 ?!
me : yea
dii : where and when u fix ?
me : centrepoint and this wed .
dii : why cannot go cousin bro shop ?
me : cause i dont knw the price , shud be more exp lor
dii : really mer ?
me : aiya , nvm lah .

omg man TT just 90 buck for a software is frigging cheap alredi :\ sumore i dont even knw whether got increase price anot ): . ahh ! why must i be the unlucky one :\ kononya , " youngest get everything " TT is not like i dropped it or what right . just that time in school , i off-ed it , then cannot on edi :\ shaza even knws bout it . WHAT DID I EVER DO WRONG WOR ? NOT LIKE I PURPOSELY GO DROP IT OR WHAT RIGHT TT U TINK I WANT MY PHONE TO SPOIL ALSO AH !! OMIGOSH . UGH ):

i guess im goin to blog later or something :\ seriously , not in the mood TT

Oh great , its monday D: *edited :)*

oh well , its monday =.=' . nothing special :D .

reached school around 7.35 and ... my 2 sayangs [ claire & shaza] were fighting , just for a CHAIR =.=' . if its a boy , i wouldnt be so surprise . but HELLO , a chair ? -.- '' . then was assembly , i was .. so lazy cause my head was hurting like shit . no idea why . then during the assembly , i kept talking to sheila . AHHAHA XD . assembly was boring . and thank god i didnt have my nails caught . claire , you were right :P . then ... stayed in class . that was when my mood became real bad cause of some probs im facing . then , break was suppose to be at 9.30 , but it shifted to 10.05 for i dont knw why . didnt go down for break . stayed in class with the boys :) . they tried their best to console me .. but i was stoning >< . so yeah . thanks brandon lim & brandon chew for trying so hard to cheer me up . and jing her , im so sorry for ignoring u lah == . wasnt in a great mood . sigh . then changed for gym . basically i was kind of a loner .. cause ... god knows the reason why :) .

then .. we lined up , and thats when things got better , thanks to my " mummy " , katie lee :) . she was such a sweetheart to give me 2 big hugs which i've never gotten in for like .. a long time :D . and , she really tried her best to console me tho i was really so emo towards her ;\ . SORRY TT . then we went for gym :) . did some warm ups , then we had to do walk up handstand , gosh TT then we had this new equipment which is climbing up a rope . DAMN COOL :D . and coaches said , at least one from this 2 classes must go up and touch the top . oh well , noone did . i wanted to cause claire said she will pay me 25 bucks if i do , but .. my leg kept slipping off ): . then .. was lunch ;D . after that was , english . mrs.k didnt come . and shaza was locked out of the class for 20 ++ minutes . and .. when sheila went in the class , wai tong hit her boobs . oh dear ..

sheila : i hope im not flat now TT
me : hah why ?
sheila : just now i coming in , wai tong hit me lah ..
me : er , i dont tink it is . i can see its not flat :D

ahhaha . then , we had to go to the library cause mrs.may wong relieved . then .. was k.h :) . after that was maths . i was super duper high that time . i kept irritating claire & brandon lim , and maybe sheila , a little ? :D i couldnt shut my mouth up . AHAHHA XP . then was bm . oh well , boring . but i was trying so hard to pay attention :] . then was go home time . i had ian , stanley and jing her to teman me to sec canteen . thank god they were there . cause i dont like walking there alone >< . and i heard this form 1 guy kena expel .... cause he was crying then stanley went to talk to him , then i heard lah . then went to sec canteen , i heard chen hui kena expel also . =.='' oh well .. then ian , and jing her goot to go :D . then after a while , i had to go :)

then reached home , i had a fight with mum in the car lah . then i kept showing her the " look " and ran to my bed and cry TT . i cried frigging 5 times today ); . 1 time , was when talking to brandon chew . 2nd was when the guys were playing in class , and i was tinking over something . then 3rd time was in the toilet when i was changing . 4th was when i was talking to katie over my probs . 5th was when i reached home TT . ahh ): . i cant stand crying everyday ;\ .

maybe katie was right lah . every problem will come to an end , and u'll realise u've overcomed it , so , just stay strong and dont think bout it :D . if it wasnt of her , i wuldnt laugh so much during gym and after . :) . thanks alot babe ;D .

had mcdonalds for tea since jie was being such a nice person to drive thru with me since mummy didnt buy food . god TT . oh , im going to go study right now :D . if i can concentrate :P

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ah , edited :D . im not in a mood to study cause i was tinking back bout today . and .. i cant study without music TT . and i cant find any other thing to do either than blogging while loading my show . :\ i was super dumb and blur today ): .

it was when we were walking down to the library , i was like touching my pocket , " shit where's my hp ? " then i quickly ran back to class while having my babes waiting for me , SORRY TT ! then when i went back to class , i checked my whole place , and desk but dont have ..

me : eh , did u all see my purse ? * talking to the guys *
ian : i think so ..
me : WHERE ?
ian : there ! * points at me *
me : * look at the back , at tisha's place * WHERE?!
ian : u're holding it !
me : hah ? * looks on the books im carrying * OHH , THERE IT IS . XD
*guys burst out in laughters * * i burst out in laughters too , thinking how stupid i was *


AHAHHA i was so blur >< . seriously i dont knw what have gotten into me :P and .. just now at home also , i dont knw what did sumting stupid >< . and my sis kept calling me S-T-U-P-I-D ! great . im done . byes :)

so what if i dont know your secrets , and so what if u dont tell me . i dont friend u just because of ur secrets :) . not like some pathetic fucked up bitch who is desperate for secrets :\ . i friend you , for who you are , and for those friendship we had for 1 year ++ . and tho , that bitches are trying to steal you away from me , which made me damn sad this whole day ): . and thinking back , " our friendship will sure last long " that phrase . and also our memories last year , when it was just both of us . we still managed to survive on each other . and from that moment onwards , i knew u were my true friend . cause u didnt leave me / abandon me , when i didnt have any friends last year . and i swear to god , i appreciate that moment alot :) i would like to say thank you , u knw who u are :D . and .. so what if those bitch trying to steal u away , i know i will at least have a place in your heart :D .

Sunday, June 29, 2008

Love Is Under The Sky :)

oh well , its sunday ... and tomorrows school . sigh , TT . and nooo , i didnt go for a haircut . cause i woke up like .. 1.35 pm :D . 12 hours of sleep >< . oh dear . and today was such a bored ... wake up and ate brunch . watched my show :) . then ... i used the comp for like almost the whole day . played the guitar then for like an hour ... played " kenangan terindah - samsons " , " lets dance , make some noise , i miss you - miley cyrus " . i sing and sing ... X) . and brandon lim said " OH NO WONDER IS RANING " ... how supportive of you -.-' . then daddy came home from ipoh :) . ah i miss him ;D . speaking of daddy , 16 more days to his bday and 9 more to jie's :D . then i continued watch my show . and then the tv . and now , im right here blogging / using the comp / watching my show .

look at my daily life man . == damn boring . sigh TT . thats my life without my phone :\ . or else i might be camwhoring now :P since blog is lack of pics . and i just couldnt seem to find the pics i uploaded last week ): .


birthday girl on 260608 :D

Happy Birthday Mei Ting :D

oh well , its 29th june , 12 am :) . so it means .. its MEI TING'S BIG BIG DAY :P
HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY , HONEY :)
thanks for ur advices all these while .
we wasnt really close till the mid year hols ..
when i had so many probs ...
and u left a tag in my blog ..
saying ..
if i need someone , i can always talk to you..
well , i did :) . then we started being closer than ever ..
along with brandon chew :D .
those lame convers we had from 12 midnight till 5 /6/7 morning :)
and , i remember i stayed up late till 7.45 just to wish u have a safe trip in ur camp :P
ahahah , love you sayang :) . hope u have a wonderous one .
and im sorry for not getting u a present :D .
well , i sort of pranked her / surprised her . i told her that i have to off at 11.50 .. then , she was so desperate for my birthday wish to her lah >< . so .. it kind of ruined my plan , but niway , i wished her happy early birthday . then , round 11.50 something , i went off . then .. at 12am , i called her :D p.s : we haven hear each other's voice before :)
me : hello , is this piong mei ting ?
mt : yeah .
me : do u knw who i am ?
mt : no .
me : oh , happy birthday .
mt : thanks . who are u ?
me : guess ?
mt : whats ur first letter name ?
me : erh .. im not a close friend of urs .
mt : have i meet u before ?
me : er once .
mt : YOKE SHAN .
me : shit . damn it ): . oh btw i was pranking bout i was about to off . AHAH .
mt : you EVIL !
me : but HEY , I SURPRISED U :P . chat with u in msn
mt: okay ..
me : bye !
mt : BYE : D
ahhaha , so yeahh . i guess she was happy i called lah :) . and quite surprised ? HAHAHA XD . well , have a great one babe :P . love love you :D .

Saturday, June 28, 2008

i fell once again .

erm heys . im sort of ... lazy to blog == cause i cant find anything nice to blog bout . ); .

oh well , tmrw's my dear mei ting's birthday :D . haha ! old old old :) i cant get her something lah weih TT DAMNIT :\ . due to .. im broke X( . and . if i do , i also dont know how to give her :\ . so , eh piong , when we go out one day , i treat ur or somethinig kay ? :\ . oh dear , i owe her and swei presents TT . im going to be real broke and i seriously need to start saving ): . i want alot of things , but i cant , due to money ! i want an acoustic guitar , a new phone , the album-T sony camera , i wan more money for allowance , TT why must the economy drop at this year ? WHY TT . JUST WHEN I NEED MONEY . * thinks " since when i dont need money " * .. nihoos , still , this year's like , i spent so much money ? well , not to say last year i didnt , but last year i spent more on going out with friends , but this year , i need it in my daily life usage :D . a guitar , to strum everyday :P a phone to hear songs when i bath and sing ? a camera to camwhore . ALLOWANCE MONEY , TO SPEND ON SCHOOL DAYS ); and .. i only have like rm50 , PER MONTH :\ . my sis and bro are like , rm50/70 per WEEK . omg man , what is this , what is this =.=''

ah great . im going to blog later if i can use the lappie :P .

midnight :)

its 2 in the morning right now :D well , i want to watch my show but due to internet super gay connection , its taking forever to load . oh dear . sigh TT . and , im so tired and my neck hurts for i dont knw what reason ):

mei ting and mine dream phone have came out . which is a sonyE phone ... * drumrolls * W760i :D . that phone is super cool :P . and its , red . sexy :) . oh well , hope i can buy that phone . but i've got to like get frigging good results and due to economy now , i only have 40% of getting that phone TT . sad sad . and , im using my nokia old old laucha colour screen phone :\ . with NO MUSIC & NO CAMERA . and i still manage to survive for the past 24 hours ;)

speaking of mei ting , someone will be FOURTEEN tomorrow : P . oolala , XD . im currently chatting with her and we're running out of damn topics . only if chew was online :) .

tmrw's saturday , i'll have my yoga ... sigh . time passes DAMN FAST . its already , A WEEK . and , a week past damn fast , so 3 more weeks till exam , it will be faster right ? == . oh damn it , i really goottt tooo start studying . oh dear oh dear :\ . and if i dont do well , im so DEAD ...

i might be cutting my hair on sun . not short but just a lil of layer ? just to thin it , and a change of my fringe perhaps . cause i dont like my fringe TT its soo .. heavy and thick , and disturbing . so u can see mostly everyday in school , i clip it up . i want to cut short , cause my sis say i will look nice and its much more easier to take care . but everyone's cutting short alredi ... which is so .. COMMON .

hah im done :D . byes :)

Friday, June 27, 2008

swei : D

well i didnt blog yesterday cause i was busy with my art :) . so let me start off with ...

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY , MY DEAREST SWEETHEART ,
TEH SHAO WEI :D
hope you have a great one , and thanks for being a great friend for the past 8 years :)
thanks for ur advices and thanks for correcting me in every ting esp my GRAMMAR .
ahhaha , i love you:) . tho i didnt give u aniting >< . but hey , u received a kiss from me :P
a kiss which i haven give you before :D .
nihoo , ILOVEYOUU ! :]

first lesson was moral . almost half of the class temaned me down to sing swei a bday song in her class :) . i guess she was surprised :P . nothing much after that .. all boring lessons . so yeah nothing to blog yesterday :D

friday , friday :D
first 2 periods were science . had to pluuck leaves . then we did our experiment :P . then was break . then was 2 free periods cause pn.ida didnt come . pn.yeo & pn.zuhrah replaced . boring :D . then was chinese , didnt do anything as we forced teacher not to :) . then was maths . complicated . =.=' . sigh :) . then went to eat lunch :D . round 2 went home :P .

im dones :D

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Wednesday :)

well today was just okay . started off with 3 periods of kh :D . then was english . boring == . then was geo . hm nathan talked to me bout stuffs lah . he keep on zha-ing me man . shitness shit . some of u can ask me if u want to knw lah :) . then was maths . damn it , was damn stress . can hardly understand and see the board . so i switched place . then was sej . worse man . stan , jh and i were busy talking :D . then was coco . spend half of the time , playing catching with lim , chew , jh , ian and stanley . AHHA XD , damn funn >< . but after that , was sweating like mad cow . we stopped cause we went separate ways after we saw nathan ... so yeahs .

well , had piano and guitar today . piano was fun man , i kept on laughing with teacher . :) . then , guitar was soo ... bored tho == . teacher showed me a guitar own by his student which cost frigging 16 k .. wah , shitness man . and the frigging quality damn good . its sounds like , GRAND PIANO ! no joke man . and its loud when its only classical ?? and without amplifying . shitness good . today learned saving me - nickelback . ah TT . i thought i was suppose to learn qing hua chi :\ . sigh .

ah , went online and mei ting and chew greeted me with like .. " we haven seen in years man " mei ting i can understand lah . but chew , it haven even been a day since we last met . HAHAHA XD . thats why i love them :) . and they misses me alot , din they ? :D . love you two lah TT .

going to sleep now . can hardly open my eyes TT

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

it sucks .

today was such a suck day :\ . i was kind of moody during school hours . it started off with 2 hours of bm == claire , sheila and i , we talked bout a story i planned to work on to , and a story we all planned to work on too :D . then it was break :) then was science . bah . cant concentrate ): . then was 2 periods of english . i hate english . sigh , quite alot of work . then was lunch . we had food fight . it started with derrick / clarence . they threw peanuts . then i threw chicken >< . then , eveyrone throw ice . == . damn funny XD . stanley threw the ice , headshot swei :D . derrick threw at nat , went in her shirt . HAHAHAs . then , when we were throwing our plates , claire " accident " threw her purse also XD . wtf man . HAHAH , so its all dirty . well , then was geography :D . after that was moral . and i liked comp and chinese . that was the lessons i werent moody :D . i was moody like shit until people who arent close with me even asked me whats wrong . like qpenn . i was walking to canteen . suddenly she asked me , " yoke shan , whats wrong ? you look so moody " . sigh ): . even my close friends dont bother asking me . ish :\ .

somethings wrong with my internet . i'll update soon when my internet is alright :)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

dedication post :D

its 12.18 am , and im thinking , ALOT :D . i would like to mention a few tings :)

well , chew , im glad you're happy now :) . and , you can .... do anything you want , including * inserts " you know what im tinking " * AHHAHA XD , and i know im lame . sigh :) . thanks for everything lah chew , including your super , cool , usable , advices . AHHA XD . i will be there for you aite :] .

oi piong ! :D . you ah , kita sama sama punya XD . we experience almost the same thing . but of cause you better lah :) . u're relationship with you-know-who is better than mine :D . and and , SEAFOOD EVERYDAY FOR YOU , SURE ENOUGH HOR ?XD . * im typing these when u told me bout it , so no choice to post it here * :P . that girl a , i feel so comfortable with her , eventho , we only met once and she knows everything bout me :) . im glad she's always there for me :D . and a crying shoulder lah . she , ze BEST 8D .

may may may , you're OKAY already :D . good man , u've lost weight , not saying that u're fat or what , but u're happy bout it , so I AM TOO :D . aliya , thanks for listening to my blabs on friday eventho it wasnt long . :) . COOSSSET , hope you enjoyed your thumbelina today :) . and , thanks for listening to my LAMEST JOKES ON EARTH :P . SHEILA , MY SISTER :D . not that we look alike , but we think alike :) . UHAH ! GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE YO :] . and sheila , that frigging horny jerk , ignore him dah :D . thanks for listening to my unhappies in class :) hazwani , thanks for mengayut telefon dengan I :] . and , chillax bout d camera . u'll buy it one day :) .

brandon LIM , thanks for entertaining me everytime i go online , without you , i sure stone infront of the comp =.='' . jing her , yes you lah . * not knowing if u read my blog , but still incase if u find out and ask me :P * you know me very well lah kay :D . and thanks for ... making me laugh everytime . XD . stanley , you you , MY HI5 BUDDY :) . thanks for making me laugh in class lah , without u in class , i sure damn bored one == . hong ming ah , thanks for scaring me that time weih . XD .. kidding >< . but , u're a nice nice caring guy as i know ;) .

TEH SHAO WEI , sorry for not able to go ou today >< . had yoga , and im so sorry babe . but guess what , someone is getting older . oolala :D . chia yunfern , dont tink bout youknowwho too much until u forgotten me == . next time , bang into him somemore :) .

im sleeping alredi . byes :)

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Report Card :D

well , how do i start today with :) . hmm . today started of with report card :] .

reached school around 9 someting . first , went to take my bro's report card . then mine . zuraina complained bout me getting 80 only for her maths . sigh ): . and yeah , mum sort of said i was lazy and i didnt have enough practice . what to do , your daughter was involved in sports and charity dinner kan ?? and i dropped frigging low ? 84 % to 77 % . sigh . luckily mum wasnt mad :D cause i still managed to get an A . nihoos , zuraina asked what pull me down . i said science n k.h from A1 to B4 . ): . then i told zuraina that ms.voo marked our class one damn strict . then she gave me the " excuses " look . what == . is the truth lah , not like im faking it right ? then i told her . teacher u can see jamie's one also . then she laughed . wtf . well , then , i went to talk to brandon chew :) . and katie 8D . then i went back . :D

then i ate and slept . for 2 hours :P . then , went to take photos for kor's kerja amal . damnn fakee XD . then 4 something went for yoga :) felt relaxed , and more , stress-free . ;P . got home , bath , watched the tv .

hannah montana & miley cyrus best of both worlds 3D concert was just ... OKAY == . i rate it 7/10 ? cause i dont see any difference between you wear the goggles anot ? and it isnt like what they show in advertisement . == im so disappointed . tsk , tsk . luckily i had other channels to watch :) . but seriously i watched 615 just for JONAS BROTHERS :D . they sang ' when you look me in the eyes ' . and , they are tryinng to con kids man == . wasting 1 hour 30 minutes . and tmrw , 10 am , " encore performance " and they say , " dont throw away ur goggles " MY ASS LAH . pfft . kononya 3D . =.=' . i rather watch 2D punya . sigh . =.='' . wasting my effort to get the damn goggles . =.=''

hah , im done :)

Friday, June 20, 2008

Hands On ME :D

well , today was just slightly better :) .

had 2 periods of science . i wanted to sleep badly , but i was damn scare cause i sit near the window and i scare senior assistants would be passing by the class . then im deAD right ? :\ so i tried my best to pay attention instead :) . but without realising , it sort of past damn fast :D . then was break . after that was seni . thought that pn.ida didnt come . but mana tau , she came u knw == . then i redo-ed my art . :D . and we painted and such . then was chinese . boring lah == . after that , was maths . ugh , i couldnt understand maths . cause that time i didnt go to school . TT . and no one would help me sigh . thanks to carissa yuen for explaining one question , and it sort of mean alot to me TT cause noone else did :\ . and my brain was about to explode . pfttt .

after that , straight had a quick lunch . then went over to bengkel for geo extra class :D . shitness , pn.lim damn funny and she makes it damn interesting >< . now we're far far ahead than fauzan . not really far far ahead , but kind of lah . AHHA . and we can joke with her . shaza and i kept joking with her >< . cause she told us that lembah klang consist of alot of places like , P.j , subang and crap . then i was like ...

me : OH , NO WONDER , when i reserve cinema tickets online , i click for One utama and they wrote there " klang valley " so i was like tinking that , since when O.U was in klang ..
pn.lim : OF CAUSE LAH , what u tink ? klang valley only klang mer . XD
omg , she damn funny lah XD . i love her :) . and .. seriously shit , she's better than fauzan . 8D . tehhee :P . then 2 , it ended cause claire needed go home alredi .

pn.lim : oh u need to go home edi ? if u didnt tell me , i will go on . AHHA .

but seriously i dont mind . cause its effing interesting

after that , saw aliya . so shaza , liya and i went over to 7-E . :D . we were listening to liya thruout the journey there and back to school . i belanja-ed liya slurpee . so 2 of us had slurpee when shaza had big gulp . i didnt knw how to do the ting , i put the cover first and i turn the ting . but then aliya told me that i shudnt put the cover first . so end up , everything spilt TT . XD . damn memalukan man . :P . then we went over to secondary canteen . camwhored . then i talked to brandon :) . luckily he temaned me to get my bag and wait for my sis :D .

oi chew , cheer up lah kay TT . is not the end of the world yet . you're not worst to the max yet . im worse okay ? try n be in my situation :\ . sigh ): . so dont get all sad up and tired up :) . eventho the whole word accuses you , but i'll always support u and be on ur side , cause i know how it feels :D .


nerdy specs :D

Thursday, June 19, 2008

maybe it was just a mistake

well , today's boring lah . so i dont tink im gona blog bout it :D . today gona be a short post as i've noting to talk about . sigh . :) . im bored im bored . gr :\

today going to school was a mistake . i thought of getting more new close guy friends will make me happier , but instead , im starting to lose my close girl friends . :\ . and , i knw , one of my girl friend is trying to ruin my friendship with my bestest friend . sigh . people these days :\ . * speechless *

oh well , im done lah TT

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

sometimes , we just have to accept the fact :)

yesterday's great :D . i wasnt sad / emo today , infact i laughed like hell >< . today , im sick ;\ .

tuesday . 17/6/08 .
two periods of BM , kind of boring tho . but luckily she gave her work which seriously occupy us . after that , was break . had curry puff . MHMM :) . all time favourite . nihoo , then was science . teacher gave back our paper and told us our mark , then she teach . well , it was hell =.= . super boring :D . then , was english . we had to rewrite our letter . bah . == . then was lunch :) . didnt had anything cause didnt like the food . then was geo . boring as usual . after that was moral . pn.zurah didnt come . mr.bala replaced . :) . i were talking with the boys . then they suddenly start cuuttingg haiir == . then was computer . chee soong kept calling me a failure for some specific reasons . :\ . after that , was chinese . was late for class cause was talking to brandon chew . hm , we have a new teacher call , mr.ho ? =.=' . he's damn strict . eugene and i didnt listen to him cause we wre busy talking . AHAHHA XD .

well , i was playing diner dash around like 6 something . suddenly i had headache :\ . then i decided to take a rest , after i woke up , i quickly ran to the toilet ): . cause i wanted to vormit . sigh . then i watched abit of tv and i didnt have any appetite to eat . then i vormitted again . then i slept , and vormit again ): . sigh :\ . so overall , i vormitted three times :\

wednesday :D 18/6/08
didnt go to school cause mummy asked me to take a rest and i could barely stand up . i was suffering man , i could hardly breathe . sigh . i miss school eventho not going to school for a day ): . i miss talking to claire , sheila and shaza :\ . i miss laughing at stanley . i miss talking to brandon chew & eugene TT . and i bet i'll have to do alot of work . sigh . last week , chew & claire didnt come . today , is me and may yin :) . super cool :D .


two-third avenue :D.
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well , i was chatting with may yin & mei ting :D . ah piong skipped school today :) . using her excuse as " stomach pain " . HAHAHA , what a lie ? XD . well , this girl a , tag me , also din tell me =.= '
tagged by ah piong mei ting :D
1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
24+
2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you ticket?
the place where jay chou is :D .
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Sing & Sing :)
4. Do you think that money can buy happiness?
of cause not . D:
5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To be what i want to be :D . [ some people might know what it is ] / meet jay chou :]
6. Do you believe that u can survive without money?
ahahha , nope . im a spendthrift .
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my dear close friends & family .
8.If you win $1 million, what would you do?
take half of it , donate it :D . another quater , save it . the last quater , spend it like how i want it :D
9. How would you describe the person you like *at the moment*.
i currently dont like anyone . :)
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Trustable ; Friendly ; Pretty :D
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
love me with all his heart :]
12. If you could rewind time, would you?
yeah . please ! :\
13. What is your ambition?
be a musician :P .
14. If you can teleport, where would you go?
once again , a place that jay chou is ? :D . / japan :)
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family :D
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
Regretted saying things which i shouldnt say .
17. If you have a chance to change, which part of your character would you like to change?
well , attitude which people dont like ?
18. What music have you been listening recently?
Heavenly days - yu aragaki .
19. What is the one thing you cannot do but you wish you could?
i hope he'll fall for me one day ? :\
20. Did you love someone with all your heart?
i've always do <3.
I TAG -
: Claire Coeset
: Sheila Lee .
: Hazwani binti Ahmad Jefril .
: Voon May Yin .
: Aliya Syaqira .
: Carmen Lim .
oh well , mum forced me to do chores == . oh damnit , i still haven practice my exam pieces & scales . and also fall for you on guitar . im so screwed for piano and guitar later :\ . well , i better run to practice :D
BYES :)

Monday, June 16, 2008

mondayy : )

well , today's MONDAY once again . one week , DAMN FAST . niway , im gona blog bout sunday aite :)

15/6/08 - FATHER's DAY .
bro came back around 3, he signed the card , so we gave dii the card :D . he was kind of happy and im so proud to see our card clipped at his desk table :) awh . then i went to do some of my peka , and 5 watched hannah montana . then round 6 , went to the park with dii :) . i cycled while dii jogged . cycled round like 5 laps , then sat on the swing . i think and think while looking at the blue sky >< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">sha sha zaa on the phone :]

monday - 16/6/08
had assembly , as usual . gratz to brandon lim and stanley for getting medals ? 8D . well , i didnt get my right hand nails cut , and i told amelia i haven get the pass yet , but this damn frigging eugene goh , go write my name . ish :\ . regretted telling him everything man . ah who cares , i'll be going for my piano exam in few weeks time , so eitherway i need to get my nails done also :D . first lesson was civiks . ida didnt come in . i gave claire , shaza , sheila and liya the 3D goggles as may yin had hers alredi :) . well , the boys were so amazed by the goggles . the brandons' were playing with it as though they were a bodyguard . same goes to ian , who took lim's specs , and , jing her , taking stanleys " cool , x de lens " punya nerd specs :D then , we had break :) . after that , was sejarah . we had to do this group work . uhuh == . then was swimming . well , no girls from 2 alpha / beta brought swimming thing . then , jamilah were scolding us . didnt care . then went to the toilet to camwhore :) . then , later saidi came , and he was like lecturing us who didnt have letter . cikgu , we have the ting lah , god damnit == . but still didnt accept that excuse , so we had to stand under the sun for 15 mins . wasnt that sunny . well , shaza , claire , me , shu wain , sharon , lay pin , we all sang :) while standin . then there was this visitor , sharon keep saying " HI , WELCOME TO SRIKL " * waves * == . then after that we sat back down and talked . then was lunch :) . after that , was english . mrs.k didnt come , another teacher relieved which was suck . we cant talk . but we did tho , as in soft . then was , k.h . i talked alot with katie & mei yin . katie is my mummy , mei yin is my mei mei >< . well , childish , i know :) . still its fun . niway , then was maths . got our position and percentage . mine suck lah , no.17 , 77.56 :\ . i dropped , ALOT . TT . after that , was bm . idaayu was saying bout kata hubung , but noone bother to listen :) . well , thats my day ? :D .

got too gooo :D . read my book :) . byes :]

Sunday, June 15, 2008

happy daddy's day :D

today's FATHER'S DAY :D . i haven wish my dad , and i just remembered . >< haven gave the card cause my bro haven sign . oh well , he can wait , cant he ? :) . hm , sunday's boring . and i havent finish my peka yet . and my room's pendaflour lamp is damn spoilt . == . i had 2 weird dreams yesterday . it was so funny while tinking back . AHAHAH XD . ahh , is father's day , but my family dont have any plan . oh great TT .

ii'll blooggg latterr :) when i found something to blog aite :]

Saturday, June 14, 2008

try too hard :D

hm , im back from mid valley :) . and im suppose to go for some electone ting , but , i guess , i dont have the ticket :\ . sigh TT .

niway , my sister performed her electone and stuffs . then went over to mph , as i was finding for koizora novel , and a place called here by cecilia ahern . then went over to madam kwan's to eat :D . we laughed like shit . AHAHHA . i realised my sister and the boyfriend talk alot when they're eating . >< . niway , after went to mph to buy my book .

yoke yin : yoke shan , hannah montana 3D goggles * on the counter *
me : OMG . YEAH . er excuse me , how do you get the goggles ?
lady : how many do u want ?
me : 4 ?
lady : ERR * gave the look *
me : nola nola , 5 .
lady : * showing the WTF look , and the " why do u need so many for ? "

and i realised i needed 6 . == . damnit . i wonder how does it works tho :D . sis boyfriend say must use projector ? hm well , can those big big tv's work like 42 inch or something ? if can , then im a lucky girl :D . well , i checked on www.disneychannel-asia.com . some of these questions might help you on your thoughts :D


2.What is so special about this 3-D concert?
By wearing the 3-D goggles while you watch the concert on your regular TV set, you will experience the 3-D effects which will give you the live concert-going experience as if you were there at the LIVE concert!


3.What is 3-D?
3-D is a visual presentation system that attempts to create an illusion of depth as seen by the viewer. So if you’re watching HANNAH MONTANA & MILEY CYRUS: BEST OF BOTH WORLDS CONCERT IN 3-D wearing your Disney Channel 3-D goggles, you’ll see some aspects of the movie with a 3-D illusion stand out more


4.Do I need to have a High Definition television set to watch this 3-D program on 21st June?
No. Your regular TV set will be sufficient for you to catch this program. However you will need to wear Disney Channel 3-D goggles to experience this entertaining and innovative 3- D adventure on your regular TV set with your family & friends! Be sure to sit directly in front of the TV set at a comfortable distance, turn down the lights and wear the goggles and leave them on for a while so your eyes get used to it.


12.I wasn’t able to get the goggles. Will I be able to watch this concert even if I don’t wear the goggles during the telecast?
Yes you will still be able to watch it, but the concert scenes will looks slightly blurry. If you don’t have the goggles, we suggest you tune in to the 2-D version of the show which will broadcast on Disney Channel on 22nd June (Sunday) at 7:30pm and on 28th June (Saturday) at 5.30pm (Mal/Phil) when you won’t need the 3-D goggles.


13.2-D!? What’s that?
2-D is the format that’s used for the programs you watch on TV. So if you watch the 2-D version of the concert on 22nd June (Sunday) at 7:30pm, you won’t need to use the 3-D goggles.


14.I got a little uncomfortable wearing the 3-D goggles, what do I do?

If you’re in any way uncomfortable, we suggest you tune in to the 2-D version of the concert on 22nd June (Sunday) at 7:30pm, you won’t need to use the 3-D goggles.

well people , if you dont have the goggles , its alright , u can always watch on 22nd june :D . and , those who want to get the goggles , please go to MPH which i suggest . AND YES I CAN WATCH IN 3D EFFECT :P

im done . ahahhas .

heavenly days :D

today's SATURDAY . woke up at 12 . >< . played the piano & psp , sing sing and sing , ate and crapped :D . well , im not going summit , im going to mid valley instead as my sister is going there to perform electone . :] . im so into the song koizora OST , heavenly days - yui aragaki . her voice is so cute yet pure :D .

heavenly days
mune no pocket no heya
kimi no kieta nukumori wo sagasu yo
mou nido to kimi wo omou koto wa nakutemo
mada sugoshi atatakai ano hibi ni kagi wo kakete

translation :
Heavenly days
in the room in the pocket of my heart
I look for your vanished warmth
Even if there's no way to feel you ever again, ah
I'm locking up those days that are still a bit warm

oh , and to mr./ms. ?! on my tagboard , so what if im desperate ? do i need to ask you or tell you ? well , if i were desperate , i would have a boyfriend right now , and simply go get a guy . but NO , im loyal , waiting for this guy , therefore , dont call me a desperado :) .

you're completely different from last year . you changed alot . and in ur mind , im the cause of your change , but well , what did i do ? i hate it when people want to know all the secrets , i hate it when people tries to know more things than me and go tell me ? okay la i dont mind if you know , but do u have to like , err ? TELL ME ? == . i hate people who tries to dig up my secrets , and i hate people who wants to be popular for the sake of lack of attention . bah . i regretted telling you all my secrets damnit == .

Friday, June 13, 2008

stress - free ??

well , im sort of stressing right now . and no , sheila , im not stressing of him , damnit == . well , i just had my dinner and did my chores . seriously , doing the chores was already stress enough , and there i go people pressuring me ? i hate people being rude with me when im so not in a mood . like people saying fuck u to me when i was just asking politely ? and when i tell people something , ugh , i dont know lah == . sometimes , i just feel is better to tell people which dont hangout with me yet understands me like natalie , and mei ting and brandon chew . i just feel so weird , telling those people around me . i guess they have intention to know them & ask more questions , which i definitely dont like it unless , i consider you as my best friends lah :D . then u're perfectly exceptional . i dont like to act as tho im happy in the outside , and sad in the inside . i know i cant stay strong for a long time . maybe cause i've been counting on everyone few years back . and now , too . sometimes , i just want a guy to be right there for me when i want to talk to someone . and a guy to cheer me up when im down , and a guy to make lame jokes just to make me laugh . maybe some of you might say , you have friends wert . well , sometime friends cant do what boyfriends do . :) . im just a sad sad kid . ==

i dont wanna miss a thing :D

today's FRIDAY :) . i defintely love friday . HAHAHS . :D .

first 2 periods was science . we get to have marks for the the ... science paper again ! yay ! :D but practically , that wont make me get an A , due to my paper 1 . sigh :\ . then break time , helped pn.daisy to take some stuffs over to the bengkel , and i said " i hate being slave " , then later claire told me that pn.daisy was right behind us . >< . oh crapness . then we were talking bout friday , the thirteen . the supper horror day . HAHAHA . and damn you , shaza . padan muka for the cup :P . if you didnt know , i threw a cup at her , for some SPECIFIC REASON , which got up on my nerves .

after that was art . claire , sheila and i were busy talking . HAHAH . i got very low for art , and i dont care . >< . and , JAMIE OWES ME STARBUCKS . you know why ? cause yesterday , during chinese , we bet . :) . if i beat him for art , i buy him starbucks , if he beat me for art , he buy me starbucks . and he frigging got the highest . AHHAHAHS . and i sort of cheated him , cause he said i thought u cancel the bet ? then i said , NO , WHERE GOT TT . so , rm 12 on monday :P

then was chinese , this female malay teacher , cik siti suhada , ITS THE BEST MAN . 8D . she relived us , and we talked bout craps . bout her age , and her life , do she has a boyfriend and all . it was so funny >< . and i bet she loved talking to us . and we pranked call cik AIN . first eugene was like , cik AIN , so she was like hello , then sheila and i shouted HII . then chee soong , go say , for english , press 1 , untuk bahasa melayu , tekan 1 , and continues . XD .

then was maths , did all the work , and we have to frigging redo our science peka , so i did . :) . then after school , went out with shaza , lunch buddy :P for ramli burger and starbucks . i had eugene to borrow me rm13 , THANK YOU MAN :D . or else i wouldnt have my chocolate cream chip :] . then , we met zhen zhuen , we walked with him back to school , saw , BRANDON CHEW THERE . he just reached school . so we were stoning at guardhouse , then walked over to secondary canteen , stoned a while , then walked to admin office , and to the porch . then zhou wei they all came back , then we went to the primary canteen . then stanley they were back , so we were hanging out at pri canteen . then chew wanted to go gym , so temaned him , but i was so lazy so sat down at the stairs with shaza and those guys . round 2.30 , went home :D

and just now when i was coming up the class after chinese , passed by gamma , then stanley , jing her , ian , brandon lim and chien wee , go open the door and scare me and sheila , causae gamma memang noone , and it was dark . damn shit , we screamt like shit . TT . i almost had heart attack . stanley always shout at people god damnit . XD

and its frigging saturday tomorrow , YAY : D i can sleep as long as i want . :P . and i hope i'll be going summit tomorrow , pretty please :) . im gona eat now , byes .

i feel so suck right now , and i've noone to talk to who understands how i feels :\ . i mean , sheila kind of does , and claire's offline :\ . shitness man TT . I DONT GET IT WHY CANT I GET OVER YOU ? ): . and everytime when im near you , i sit down sumwhere , u just wouldnt take a look at me , then when i start to leave and walk , you only come to me and sit next to me ? for godness sake :\ . are u gona appreciate me only when i leave ur life ? :\

Thursday, June 12, 2008

he watch me cry till the night .

well .... im finally online :D . i was trying to go online with psp just now , but i have to knw the proxy server and bla bla bla == my god , it was taking me forever , but end up i was so lazy to call the streamyx . :P

niway , i hereby wish , tee rachel a happy belated birthday . :)

HAPPY 12TH BIRTHDAY , MY DEAREST MEI :D
you're 12 , and thats good .
gona be a teen next year , so take care aite ?
love you :] mwahs
well , class today was kind of fun but , when school was about to end , i was kind of sad lah . due to some specific reasons . hm , my science sucks man . ms.voo was so strict with our answers , and our highest is only 51 / 60 where as other class which mr.bala taught , all 56 & above . mostly half of the class , complained . and there she go again , lectured . well , hope we can gain marks perhaps ? but still i suck in science TT
during music , went over to challenger . and sheila showed us this interact card trick on youtube . and its so frigging true , and guess what , brandon lim was the one to discover the answer behind the trick first , and we were so dumb to believe :D . then , we went to watch boobs can opener ? wtf . XD . then the boys were like , " SO CHUN " . HAHAHA . then we watched expression crew - wizard . one word , AMAZING :) .
well , and every geo & sejarah lesson , mostly are all free periods :D . and mrs.k didnt come today , so brandon lim , eugene and i got on to a talk which was .. kind of interesting tho :) . at least those 2 buddies keep me occupied .
this is all i can say to describe my day lah . but overall , today was good with my besties accompanying me :)
i dont get it why do u have to make me hang on to you evvery single time . every time when i decided to get over you , u'll try your best to get close to me , and u'll make me cling on to you once again :\ . and , i know im not as good as that girl , not as smart nor pretty . but , looking at those memories we had , those laughters we had , those time we shared together gossiping bout mostly everyone , and we laughed like shit during midnights , dont you miss those time ? well i do . cause every night , now , i felt lonely , i start to think bout those times when we talk every night , when we were so happy back then , and now , a message from you is just so hard . but , all i know is , you just left a hole in my heart , a hole which will never go back to the place it was . and things just wont go back to the past .
chew yun keong pontenged school for the past 2 days . == . not to say ponteng , he didnt come to school . i miss bullying him alredi lah , i miss talking to him bout my probs cause he'll be the one to give me great advices and helps :\ . and today , i couldnt even share my probs out . seriously man , i had to keep it to myself which probably , felt not good :\ . CHEW CHEW , GO SCHOOL TOMORROW AITE ? :)
this is long now . im stopping here . and tomorrow's FRIDAY :D .
bye :)

Sunday, June 8, 2008

summersplash :D

hey babes . god damn it man , i haven been blogging nor online for this past few days cause i was so lazy to on the comp and it takes a long time . kor have been using his comp . sigh TT . and the worse part , i cant talk to mei ting :\ . oi babe , i miss you lah !! :\ . hm so im gona blog bout those past few days i had .

7th june 2oo8 .
left house at 11.30 , and went to pick up natalie and her sister , headed to pyramid :) . mum dropped us at pyramid tower . went to drop ashley at somewhere , and met with nicole , natalie's friend . then we waited at the escalator to go to summersplash . waited around 30 minutes ? then went in finally around at 1 ? we managed to find a table to put our belongings , thanks to that family dad :D . then we went into the pool and met with swei andd farah . then then , the dj's came went on stage around 1.30 or 2 . then we heard bout those seventeen summer hotties and hunks :] . well , this years aint that good . == . they look good in the pictures but aint real life . im serious . well , then later , we went to walk around . then later when they allow us to go into the pool again , then we went in . met ee lin , pei hsien , chen hong and the others . then around 5 , swei got to go home alredi . then she followed farah to go take her belongings .

then later ter and juan asked me and nat whether do we want to go scream park ? well , we want . then nat wanted to stay in the pool for 2 minutes more . then after that , went over to scream park . along with ter , juan and wai ming . the worse thing , they didnt know how to go . == . so we were like so sesat . but we manage to find , thanks to that security :) . ter and juan doesnt like that security , HAHAHA , for some reasons . then , we found , and , that blardy ticket guy didnt allow nat and me to go in for scream park . ter and juan and wai ming could cause they bought the wrist band which cost rm48 , which is such a nono . == . well , is cause , we only went lagoon for summersplash not for those rides . then we were like , " why dont you borrow us , then after that we give back you ? we wont run away , we guarantee " . but still he didnt allow . then later pei hsien , brenda V , eelin and they all came . we borrowed their wrist band , and paid that fella rm20 . i was so pissed at that guy . == . i was like " nah , now we got the band we can go in right ? " then he just stood there , and nod his head . SUCKER :P .

then later we went off for it . and guess what , i effing cried lah . == . it was cause right , first we had to go in to watch something , then there was this girl who maked up like a ghost and act like that lah , go infront of natalie , then she damn smart , hid behind ter , then i stepped backward abit , and she saw , then she came to me , then i was like covering my face , and she kept breathing loudly infront of me . and i screamt like shit . and thanks to wai ming , he was so sweet lah , he was like " EH EH , STOP LAH STOP LAH " something like that , and juan , for asking me to chill . HAHAHA . well , before that , juan and i decided to like compete who screamt and who chicken out . well i guess i was the one >< . then later , during the whole thing , nat and ter held hands . me , juan and wai ming . then we had to stand in one line and hold the shoulder lah . then , ter was first , nat , wai ming , me , then juan . i can hear wai ming shouting like shit and juan saying " just like thambi " . AHHAHA , that funny kid XD . then we finally got out . and then it was pei and their turn :D . while waiting , krys , me , nat and ter went to play those darts and those games lah . HAHAHA . then when they went out , we had to go home alredi . then nat and me , went over to the hotel tower and met up with her parents and nicole . then we went for dinner at some bah kut teh shop :) . and then nat's parents fetched us home :D. 8th June 2oo8 . just a plain boring sunday . == . woke up at 10 something . then ate and watch tv . slept around like 1 something again . woke up at 3 . then round 5 , went over to nats house , cause i need her help for my kh blouse . then she taught me how to do silang pangkah and did some for me . we were like listening to korean emo songs and also talking bout people :D . then round 7 , we were done , went over to the park . HAAHA , it was fun :) . after 15 minutes , walked back . then her mum went to bath . so we went to her room . and her guitar is soo out of tune . == . pity pity :D . then , went over to centrepoint . ate at subway and ate baskin robbins . around 9 something , her mum fetched me home . well , i love to hangout with the HAY's Family :) . they are all so friendly . AHHAHA . then i went to pack my bag and went to bed .

9th June 2oo8 .
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY , CARMEN LIM :)
you're old now , POPO ! HAHAH .
hope your dreams come true yeah.
and you sooo owe me a treat :D .
thanks for giving me your cake ><
she's such a sweetheart :]
FIRST DAY of school started pretty alright . assembly was bored . well got back some of the papers like sejarah , bm and stuffs lah . did badly this mid year . sigh . TT . well , im not going to exaggeeratee much on my marks . :) .
10th June 2oo8 .
Second day of school . it was kind of okay . got back those subjects which are included for the postition . overall , my science , k.h , geography sucked like shit . ugh . and moral , i needed one more mark to get full marks aite . i got frigging wrong for the " betul / salah " . WHO DOESNT MENUNDUK KEPALA WHEN THEY SALAM ? is like everybody does that right ? -.- . ugh . i complained like shit , but she scolded me . asshole :\ . i need one more mark to get full marks lah ! then my parents wouldnt scold right :\ . niway , during chinese , no teacher replaced . :) . and sadly , ms.Ng had to leave us . i really do love her class , with her , classes never get boring . and she gave her students a lolipop before she left . oh my , i miss her already TT . cik ain also left . sigh . and its replace by a new teacher , cik idaayu ? hah ? == . she's frigging soft and boring .
well im done . == . didnt get any pictures during summersplash and pictures in nats house will be posted when i got it from her :D .

Friday, June 6, 2008

everything

hm , i just read someone's blog , and thats why im so down TT . i've noone to talk to :\ . mei ting's still at seremban , rachel i dont know where she go . == .

i just want to thank you for being there for me since last yr and this yr . thanks for teaching me alot of things and being with you i've gain alot of new things & new friends . and i know no matter what i do , i dont think that i can ever replace her cause she's your childhood friend . and . i know that you always say im ur bestest friend and i really do treat you as a bestest friend . and , i know that i can never replace her , your childhood friend . well , i know i cant , and thats why i've tried my best to be close with her , so i mean if we hangout next time and all , noone of us will get so left out right ? but , it just seems like she doesnt treat me as one . well , dont ask me why , i dont know either . i've tried my best , to trust her . i mean i did . and so on . but i cant believe that :\ . seriously TT . i just guess our friendship is just drifting further and further during the hols . i hope our friendship will be better when school's reopening . but i just wana let you know , i'l be always there for you , to lean on , to put my lameness on you . and everything , and lastly thanks for being there for me and laugh at my lame jokes all the time . i guess you know who you are . and thanks for supporting me every single time and console me and help me whenever i've probs with friends , relationship and study :) . and i dont wana lose you as my best friend , cause u're very very special to me . noone have ever supported me through out everything including my family probs until i became close to you :D . and eventho , u have a lil winzy chance to lose another friend , you didnt even think of backstabbing me and leave me . and thats why u're my bestest friend cause noone have ever done that to me :) . well thank you and you know , u're the most special friend to me :) . i'll always be there for you and love you . hah , sound so gay . == . niway , i hope u'll read this . lastly , thanks for everything and hope u'll apologize if i've done aniting wrong within this 2 years .

p.s : im crying when im typing this post :\

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i cant belive you said those words :\ . those words were really hurtful TT . eventho you didnt say it right to me , but you put it in your blog . :\ . thats the reason why i hate blogs . =.='' i dont get it , i just had friendship problem few months ago , and now another one , and same one ): . and usually all comes to me ): . maybe i .... i ... should just ... stay like a loner ? :\ . whatever i've done for my friend , they'll never look at the good thing i've done , but instead the bad thing . i mean i tried so hard . i always tell myself , if she's happy , then its okay . eventho it sacrisfice whatever from me , i just want my friends to be happy . well , best friends . TT . and eventho you wanted this , and u said u didnt wan , but i know deep down u wanted . so i gave it to you . and i know if youre happy , i will be happy . no matter what , i just tried to protect my best friends from anything and give them what they wants . ): . but .. it seems like nobody realised nor cared . i tried my best to show you that i'll be there for you . and tried to console you . eventho how hard i try , nothing shows up :\ . maybe i dont deserve to be your friends . ): . and im sorrry for everything . you know who you guys are . TT .

:)

hey :D . im running out of topics to blog you see . == . schools opening in 3 more days . torture TT . luckily , there will be summersplash this sat and i might be going ou this sun to get 3D goggles from the hannah montana ting . AHHA XD . i cant wait for summersplash . it will be my dearest mei , rachel's birthday party too :) . and thank god , i finally found someone to share my ticket with . yes you , GOH PEI HSIEN , dont ffk me hopefully :D . as you see , i took 5 days just to find people to share with me . cause claire's already taken , may yin has no transport , and sheila cant go . so yeah you see . hm . :\ .

and and , this sun , there's this hannah montana " you can be a popstar " thing . == . im not going to be a popstar , im just going to get the 3D goggles . HAHA . and of cause , pass my kh blouse to someone :D . cause that someone will help me do everything , minus the decorations :) . HAHAH .

im running out of topics lar damnit :) . maybe i'll just blog when i find something very interesting to blog :D


these pictures are the ones i did in photoshop when i used to be a very very big fan of miley cyrus last yr . not to say im not now , im still are :) . but just jay's bigger now . HAH XD . you guys might be thinking , why didnt i do one for jay chou ? == is cause my photoshop trial is effing expired :\ . so .. i need adobe now TT
byebye :D . im so done .

Thursday, June 5, 2008

i dont like you ):

hm im feeling down cause of you man . == . i dont get you why do u have to do the same thing as me ? i do this , you do also . i go find for this , you find also . i mean , SO WHAT IF YOU FIND LAH , ISIT NECESSARY FOR YOU TO FRIGGING TELL ME ? well im telling you , THAT YOU DONT HAVE TO , cause i dont CARE :\ . and , just because you want to get along with me and my other friends , you are doing something you dont like ? please . == . go get a life . just because you want to get famous , you go act like something you're not . DO YOU HAVE A LIFE AR MISS ? == . and whatever i do , you want to follow . i go talk to my friend , u also want . i go be close with this girl , you also want . wads ur f*cking problem hah ? == . and i dont like you keep doing what i do :\ . cause is so annoying you know . is like , WHAT THE FUCK whenever you're telling me u're doing this . == . cant you like go follow other people but not me ? i tell you something i told other people , you want also . did i fucking ask you ? no right ? then can u just stay far away ? you're stealing all my things . AND SO WHAT IF I GET CLOSE TO THE PERSON ? DO YOU HAVE TO FUCKING CARE ? ): . and you're ruining every minute of my life , and thats why i dont like to go with you TT .

ugh . feel much better .

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

homework :\

hmm :\ . woke up at 4.30 today . == . slept at 8 am . HAHAHA. i stayed up late cause i couldnt get my eyes off the shows and to wish mei ting a safe trip for her church camp :) . she's all the way to seremban alredi . hope she enjoys . MEI TING .! IF YOU DONT , U WASTED YOUR TIME THERE WHEN YOU COULD CHAT WITH ME ALL DAY TT . so i think im gona sleep early today round 3 ? or later lah . == .

i planned to do my blouse today .. BUT BUT , IM SO SCARED I DO WRONGLY . and i dont know how to do silang pangkah ? cause ... im so slow ? :\ . shirley's already done man TT . hope i can finish in 2 days . TT . please god , give me a super hands ):

im going to do my damn frigging science peka and sewing now . == . sorry for a short update , nothing interesting happened :)

` if i chose the another path tonight , will our fate be different ?

everything's not normal )=<

its 12.51 am :D . woke up at 4pm today . slept at 6 am yesterday . when daddy woke up for morning jog , then only i sleep . :) . i was so afraid that he will suddenly open my door , and scold me for not sleeping :\ . if he does , im gona say , * yawn * good morning daddy , i just woke up . HAHAHA . if only he believes :D . wanted to like sleep for a little while longer , but then it was raining heavily , and those thunder and raining sounds , got me so annoyed . == . so i went down and eat then watch tv . :) . then watch sky of love again . == .

me : jie do u knw a japanese show call sky of love ?

jie : isnt it the ken's show , mandarin ?

me : nola !

jie : oh , then i dont knw .

me : is soo sadd . and romantiic :) .


jie : mo liu . ==


if u dont knw what mo liu means , its sort of calling me lifeless ? :D . i kept watching tv the whole day . and guess what ? i finally watched dicey business , and its episode 22 ! mummy dont let me watch cause she doesnt wan me and kor to get influenced . == . well , there are such thing calls internet ? and kor and i told her , she was like , HAH ? WHY CAN ? well i dont blame my mum for not being educated :) well , from small to big , everytime i go to aunty's hse , sure gamble and stuffs . how do u expect me not to get influenced ? == . nonsense . and , i was asking my mum how to play " showhand " ? and she was nagging . == . oh , this remmebers me sumting funny . XD . during exam week ... the guys brought cards , and played . i tink it was on the saturday when we had chinese exams . niway ... jing her & zhou wei were playing cards .

me : what you playing , what you playing ?
jh : cho dai di . wan play anot ? come play lar
me : aiya ... okay lah okay lar :)

so i was about to win , i was so excited ... then suddenly jing her was like , EH , WHO SAY I PASS . so i screamt lar . cause i was soo .. tak puas hati . then he was so happy because he won . he was like , YEAHH ! then ms.voo , was beside him . AHHAHA , it was so funny :) . still make me cracks into laughters . then , ms.voo asked them to go see nathan , but then luckily he didnt come . so the guys were save , or else im into deep trouble cause i made them cant play cards for that period . if u dont get it , it sort of a , you-got-to-be-there-thing .

i dont like my layout :\ cause is like the words are too small . stanley i agree lah , i cant even read it myself :) . i tink im just gona use those blogger's skin , easier . :) iim gona continue my devil beside you .

byebye :) . before i leave , the pictures to entertain you readers :D


Cosset Chin Yie :D




Nur Haznina ! :)



rizal syok-sendiriing with my phone . :D . tsk tsk :)

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

tagg

tagged by su-anne :)

Rules : Answer 20 questions below and tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged , whoever who has the tag will have a blessing from all.

1) If you have a chance to go out with a person you like and your favourite celebrity for the whole day , what will you do ?
} i'll tell the person how much i like him :) . i'll camwhore which my favourite celebrity :D

2) How do you feel now?
} a lil sad TT watching sky of love again .

3) If you can fufill one wish,what would it be?
} make all my dreams come true

4) Who are you thankful to ?
}all my friends , my family .

5) Important wishes for now ?
}finish my k.h blouse . ==

6)If you can turn something into the past back , what would it be ?
} getting back with one of my ex :) .

7) What your main priorities now ?
}KEEP WATCHING SKY OF LOVE!

8)What make you happy ?
}friends :) . family :D

9) What do you wanna change in you?
} smarter ;)

10) What song can represent your feeling now ?
} errh ..... i dont know .

11) What kind of person you hate the most ?
} people who uses me to get popular , or trying to be popular :D

12) Are there anything you wish to confess now?
} i hope you would eventually realise my existence :)

13) What is your definition of a dream house ?
}dream house = a place to spend time with my dear families . and contains everything i like .

14) Who will you go to if you're feeling low one day ?
} Mei ting ; Brandon ; May yin ; Claire ; Aliya :D they cheer me up always .

15) What you hope to achieve?
}going to music school . teeheh

16) What age do you wish to get married?
} above 25 , before 30 .

17) Who do you regret the most in your life?
} hmm .... noone i guess .

18) Who made you angry the past few days ?
} mummy TT

19) Would you prefer to hang out with your boyfriend / girlfriend or your friends?
} depends on my mood .

20) What school is the person you like in?
} should i say same school ? HAHAH
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:DFORTUNATE PEOPLE WHO IS GONNA DO THIS:

1) PIONG MEI TING :) . lucky no.1 .
2) CHEW YUN KEONG :D
3) May yin :]
4) Aliya . if you read this .
5) CARMEN !
6) HAZWANI binti AHMAD JEFRIL . AHHA .
7) SHEILA LEE !
8) Jasmine hun :)

gona update later :D .

sky of love ):

its 4.30 am . and i just finished watching sky of love ( japanese movie ) . thanks to tee rachel for introducing . its seriously a damn sad movie eventho it doesnt make sense . == .

its about this girl , name mika , she's form 3 , she banged into a guy " accidentally " . and that guy is hiro . form 3 also . and suddenly mika lost her phone and hiro found it . he placed it in the library , and from that onwards , hiro kept calling her and they got very close eventually . and , one day , they met each other in school . and mika didnt quite believe it was him . but so on she did . then one day , he taught her to " ponteng school " . and she went over to his house . and they made out and so . then , one day , mika and hiro is suppose to go on a date , but mika went there like early so she waited for him . after few mins , she got kidnapped and raped . saki , hiro's ex gf , asked some guys to did it . so hiro go and revenge and bla bla bla . then , mika got pregnant . and , saki " accidentally " pushed her . therefore the baby is gone . and it was on 24 december , christmas eve . then every year they'll go to the place where they made a snowman which is their baby and give her gloves and all . suddenly , hiro wants to break up . then mika didnt wana like accept but what to do . so she met a new love , which is an university student , yu :) . and suddenly mika got the news that , hiro has cancer . so she went to see him , and that was the reason why hiro had been avoiding mika all this while . then , hiro , died one day , and she was very sad . the end .
well , this is my conclusion . but go watch , you can cry like shit . emotional people like me will cry a few buckets of tears . tough people like mei ting , will just cry at the ending . go watch go watch . its a very sweet , romantic and of cause sad movie . HIGHLY RECOMMENDED .

want to know more ? visit Joann blog :D
couples picture :D . weee~XD

mika ; hiro :D . perfect couple .
so sweet :D
sky of love ; koizora :D
now im going to continue devil beside you :) . byebye :D .

Monday, June 2, 2008

red box :D

well , today went out to red box , pyramid , with mostly green house people :) . woke up around 11.30 , i planned to wake up at 10.30 ya know . == . but i slept at 4am , and i was so lazy to woke up but still i quickly went to watch my face with cold water . :D .

mii came back with breakfast . and i quickly ate eventho the food ... didnt have any taste . == . so yeah , 11.45 i went up to do house chores . == . then 12 , went to bath and got ready . around 12.30 , headed to claire's hse . reach approximately , 1 ? saw may yin and pei hsien there :) . they were watching music & lyrics . then 1.15 , her mum asked us to go down to eat pizza :D . then we left the house around 1.50 . aunty kept asking us to put on our seatbelts . == . mummy also . bah . TT . then later , went to school pick up rina and eelin . they had to ... erm .. squat ? HAHAHA . XD . cause pei , may and me had to put seatbelt , so yeah . then rina , pei and eelin went to shopping . aunty brought us to redbox. :) . lucky room number today , is room 10 :D .BWAHAH . olivia , su yin , lisha , yew hung , kenny , kelvin , ian , ai lin , natalie , yvonne and eugene were already there . then later , i was so shy and quiet and all . cause they chose those erh , oldies song and some songs i didnt know how to sing . then , when those form 5's left , i chose jay chou song and lin chose wang lee hom . so yeah i got really hyper that . cause there was lesser people . it was eugene , may , nina , nat , rizal , ai lin , claire & me . then , rizal culdnt like understand chinese . AHHA , so he was waiting for us to hurry finish our song :)

then he chose his songs and all . then we were singing lots of song cause claire and me got really high . HAHAHA . then suddenly , after singing one more time - britney spears , suddenly that fella go stop our song . == . cause it was alredi time . then , lin go ask them to put it back our song and only when the whole playlist still had alot of songs . XD . rizal chose ALOT OF SONGS . then , the management also didnt allow us to on the volume . == . and we were staring at the screen . and , rizal was like , " so this is what deaf people experience " . AHHAHAH . then we started lauging .

me : i can tell you , the opposite room , sure jay chou fan . all his songs sumore on damn loud . ==
rizal : ya , lets go join them . ahhaha
me ; eh can also can also lets go . eh ai lin come lets go . :)
lin : im not jay chou fan also . ==

then she supported lee hom i supported jay . but everyone didnt like jay TT . esp rizal . AHAHA . XD . so fine . :\ . then later , we decided to go and eat since the management didnt wan us to stay any longer and wanted to clear the room cause so called " got people book the room " . my ass . == . oh btw , they served us 2 jugs of coke ? and plenty of biscuit bar . as u knw rizal loves peanut butter , so he took the one with peanut better .

rizal : omg , this one taste like shit . ==
me : maybe its expired . * take it and check *
me : HAHAHAHAHHAHA , OMG RIZAL ITS EXPIRED . AHHAHAHAHHAA . * SHOWS CLAIRE *
claire : HAHAHAHAHHA OMGGG .
rizal : you serious ar ?! * takes and check *
claire : you believe ar ? HAHAHA . XD .

it was so funny . then we were laming while in the karaoke room :D . then we we were walking to pyramid . and we came across coco banana . and we wanted to go . == . but then , do we look 18 abv ? and lin & natalie were wearing shorts . so too bad lah . then we went over to manhattan fish market to eat :) . it was so fun cause we kept laughing .

ian : eh let me see ur iphone.
rizal : my left hand .
ian : how to on ?
rizal : shake it twice .
me : HAHAHAHAHAH XD .
ian : * shakes but still blackout * nothing ?
rizal : oh then no battery .
me : HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH XD .

if you dont knw , there's a button on top of the iphone to on it : ) then later , mostly everyone left at 5 ? and nina , claire and the guys clean up the bill . it costs rm 144.65 == . killing almost every penny of ours . luckily naj sponsored rm30 :) then , temaned the boys to go shopping . :D . then at 6 , went to starbucks to meet aunty agnes :D

me : eh claire , that lady looks like sheila's mum . gray top , jeans .
claire : ya me .
* me and claire try to look *
sheila : BOO !
claire & me : OMG . ==

met sheila lee :D . and in manhattan ..

me : eh claire do u tink i shud sms sheila if she's coming here for dinner ?
claire : ya why not ?
me : * thinks * * aiya , im going home at 5 , if she coming i also wont be here *

but end up , i followed claire . talked to sheila forawhile . waited for pei to come :) . then we went to claire's hse , and in the car , her mum was telling on of her friend which is a french , saying that we speak manglish . so we were trying not to speak manglish , or else we pay rm1 :D . pei hsien got the most , claire lost the most , i just normal normal . HAHHAHA .

then in the hse , cindy & brenda showed us some scary clip which seriously doesnt worth watching ? the first one was , stare at the pic for 5 mins and the eye or mouth will move ? o.O . then , another one , the scariest picture on internet ? == . its just go front and back for like 5 mins , so u'll dream bout it . my ass , wasted 12 mins of my life . :)

then we watched some tv . pei hsien and i went for the girls talk :D . then , all of us had this secret confession ting . AHHAHA . XD . and around 7.50 , we ate kfc , when i just started , my sister came edi . == . bah .

niway i sort of had fun today :D . gona watch my drama . byebye :] will post pictures tmrw :D

Sunday, June 1, 2008

ugh !

oh yes , jay went to hk for a sichuan fund rasing :\ . and he eventually performed . BUT I DIDNT WATCH HIM SING . THANKS TO MUM ); . she wanted to watch other channels , so she keep asking me to switch so i did cause she keep saying , aiya jay chou so popular , surely last one . then kay lar i believed . so till now , IT ENDED . AND FUCK , I MISSED IT ): . IM SO SADDD & ANGRY :\ . AND FRIGGING CRYING . i mean , i believed her and i was so excited bout it , even when my daddy told me , i screamt . UGH TT .i hate this feeling :\ . NOOO .... JAY TT . i only saw him playing d piano , not sing :\ . i know you people will say , its just a singer and u dont have to be angry at your mum rite ? i mean , if u were me , u will understand , but u arent ): . so keep your mouth shut TT

` mei ting , where are you TT . wan talk to you badly . :\

ugh . TT . and and , my mum didnt buy dinner ? i mean she did . she bought for her , kor and dii ? :\ . she missed out one more packet TT . and i ask my sis to tapau mcD since she's out . but she's busy dating , until her own sister die also dont care . bahh TT . wad family members i have man TT .

sheila leeee .

today's sunday :) . and everything seem so perfect . woke up at 2 something , cause around 1 something , eugene goh sms-ed me . 2 something , jie called me & fitri asked me to wake up . HAHA . XD . wad wonderful alarm friends i have ? :D . niway , i heard around 12 something ,

daddy : * opens the door * == . wah , still sleeping ar , sleep like pig only .
me : hmm .. hmm .

HHAAHHA . when i woke up , he asked me what time i slept , takan i tell him 6 am right ? he's gona kill me . so i said 11 . AHHAH . and he was like , how can u sleep so long . XD .

btw , LEE JY-HUEY'S BACK :D . ahh , i miss her lar damnit :\ . not talking to her for 5 / 7 days , damn weird . but now's she's outtt ): . so prolly talk to her later :]

anihoos , ti amo is a very very nice song . :) by aaron & jade . :]

ti amo , tequiero , saranghae & iloveyou :D

everything's nice :)

heys :D .

today was a bore man . == . slept at 4 something in the morning , thanks to mei ting accompanying me . taking to her , make me not realise the time , and how fast the time flies . :) . i was also recommending her some movies to watch since i was watching one drama series . but incredibly , she watched all the movie i recommended . == . hahahas :D . woke up at 2 . :) . ate brunch . played the pianno a while . bathed . played the piano again . and watched some tv . then , took a nap . watched the tv , and now , online . :) . see , thats how my routine goes everyday .

bah . tomorowws sunday . == . and there's one more week til school reopen . damnit . == . ugh . its been a week since i went out lah . bahh . hopefully i can go out the last week of hols . i got lotsa places to go . 8D . i wan freedom . i wan go chiong K . hopefull i can go pyramid on monday :)

i've nothing to blog bout lah . :\ . and i camwhored alot today . ^^ . but .. im so lazy to upload . AHAH . XD . mind my laziness :) . nihoo , sheila's coming back tmrw , and claire's already back . :) . same for jing her and stanley . hope you guys enjoyed redang . :D .

im gona watch shows right now . byebye :D

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hahahas i found something to blog bout :D . i was reading limcarmen's blog , the no#1 fan of calvin chen yi ru :] . HAHAH . she went to meet the fahrenheits today :) . im glad she managed , to ... ahem , touched his stomach " accidentally " & caught his flying kiss . HAHAHA . XD . one lucky girl who get to even stand next to her idol . HAHAH . if i was standing right next to jay , i will faint certainly . :) . if he gives a flying kiss to me , i'll jump as high as i can . AHAH . but too bad , jay aint coming to malaysia right now :\ . im really happy to hear if there's fan whose loyal to their idols , like carmen , and so many ppl out there :) . ahhaha i mean , is like , i was so excited to read carmen's blog today , cause she went klcc to meet her baby ? HAHHA . i was like , laughing when i was reading bout her exp with jiro . i bet she's gona remember today forever . cause that time , i went to jay's concert and he didnt even like realise me , i've alredi been like remember that day till now . AHAH . XD . shit wad isit got to do with jay when im talking bout carmen ? niwayy , i envy her loyalness man . :) .

thats all :D . glad you , carmen enjoyed meetting your baby . AHHA

oh damnit . == . i had to come back and blog . bah , i cant find aniting else to do lar seriously . :) . niway , mei ting told me that she doesnt usually blog bout her probs but just outings cause she scare the person she talk about is gona find her and all . well , i used to not care bout that prob , cause is like , this is my blog and all . but then , i started to realise that , maybe i shud just update you people with my normal boring daily life and outings , and , shut my secrets when im talking to friends , eventho best friends or whatsoever , and spit it out to those people i trust but we dont hang out often . i mean i feel great with those people im not close with . bah . == . and i really thought of spitting everything into my private blog , but , i'll forget what i wanted to say / let out . see , life's sucks :) . and , sometimes i feel like making this current blog private . cause in my heart i have alot of tings man . and i seriously wanna let it out ): .

bah bah bah TT . why are you doing this to me ? ): . i thought you were the greatest of all , but you let me down . seriously . i was just doing what i thought i was right . but it seems i was wrong eitherway :\ .

:D

its 5.15 am :D and im blogging . currently chatting with misspiongmeiting & mrbrandonchewyunkeong :) . chatted for like an hour , and it was so fun ? i mean i was so happy and i got super high yet lame . it was the conver which i never had it for a long time . i have never been so happy in the conver for months i can tell :] and thanks to them for accompanying me :) . and , they really made me laughed like some kind of crazy woman :D . and glad that misspiong solved her probs with lee's and chew's help :) . * proud proud *

and , chewyunkeong has a blog :D CHEWW. go visit , leave a tag . and he's such a nice guy :) his my bestest guy friend and listener :] . and im planning to combine the pic of chew's ; piong's and eugenegoh's . :) . they're my awesome three listeners :D . be very jealous cause i have them . :] . esp , cheww , thanks for helping me out with every probs . from the day i cried cause of jay , u were there to console . and now , im crying for a guy , u're also there to give me advices . thanks dude . :D . and piong , thanks for listening my blabs and listen bout i talk bout my best friends & love life ! thanks babe .

hmm , im pretty sure that i do have lotsa best friends like TGF , SJSY , eugene & brandon , 4 more other guys in 2beta :) . and lots of more like swei ; nina ; nat ; farah ; fitri ; jolin etc :D . thanks for being there for me you guys . you know who you are , cause u wuldnt wan me to list out , as is tremendously long :D

oh and mei ting taught me lotsa tings , wad's racecar terbalik ?
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its RACECAR :D hahaha damn cool right ? :) and au revoir means bye in french . i never knew that . claire , why didnt you teach me ? :D . hahah kidding babe . :]

so gnit ( ting ) is sleeping so she can be an angel during her church later . and keong's currently , bathing ? == . at 5.30am :D . remember this for your whole life man :)

i guess im gona cont my drama :] byebye

miss jerkish :D

oh yes im blogging again :] . title for this post : MISSJERKISH :D

im chatting with miss piongmeiting , and miss teerachel :) . oh my , it was so embarassing just now . cause some fella ask mei ting something and she was telling me , and i tght she was asking me , so i was like , no lar no lar and answer her questions . but mana tau , she was like , he asked me that . i was like , FUCK XD . embarass . i've no idea why am i so blur . and also i was smsing . i was answering different answeerrs . XD . haih . and , guess what ? teerachel's birthday is coming in 10 days :) . u're going to be 12 , my dearest mei :D .

piong mei ting ah piong mei ting . :D . chill tau , dont get so panicked up tau :) . just keep your distance and everyting will be okay . and use your " random phrase " , when its necessary , hope i helped in your probs ? :] . well i sorta pity you :)

im into the song , xin wo - fahrenheit&s.h.e . i like fahrenheit okay . :D . i mean the songs and them , they are tremendously cute . :] . now i get it why , freda , shirley and tisha get so mad over them . those girls ar , can really make me laugh man . they brought fahrenheit mags once a week , and really discuss among themselves . :] . there was once i started like talking to them . it was so funny .

me : * walks over to teacher's table * * saw fahrenheit mags and them crowding over *
* walks back *WA WAH , FEI LUN HAI !!
3 of them : HAHAHAHAHAHAH . XD .

then i started like getting into their topic and made them laugh like hell . :D . i like to be friends with them . :) . especially talking to them bout fei lun hai . but sad , they dont like jay chou . == . hhaha . but freda's brother adores jay chou :D . and shirley the smartest girl in 2B , eventho she looks so quiet & cool in class , but she's very very nice . same to freda and tisha . freda who always tickles me . and tisha , whom i always borrow tissue from :) . is nice to find people and talk to people who speaks mandarin . they are the same species as me . i mean i find it really hard keep talking in english and bout english singers and all , cause as you know , i dont really update myself in english celebrity entertainment . but more on chinese tho . duh , im a chinese . :]

and claire , rachel , jing her , and stanley , those people i know , went redang recently . and im super jealous cause , 1st i haven been to redang . or maybe i did , when i was really nice . 2nd , rachel says the water is clear and nice . that makes me wanna fly to redang now . TT . if i had wings , i wuld have :) .

im getting lamer everyday . lalala ~ just now ...

rachel : ah im colourful tmrw .
me : what ? eunice painted you with water colour ? :)
rachel : noo . :) . * names the colour of shirt , pants , shoes and bag she's wearing tmrw *

HAHAHA , damn cute . im sure she's gona be colourful . mixture of yellow , black , blue and pink :D .

tis is a longpost . damnit . i certainly can blog long without pictures . == . ahhah proud proud :D .

byebye . :)
 

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