Wednesday, September 30, 2009

leeyokelim is finally legal :)

*i know i said the previous post will be my last post,
but this doesn't count :)
this post.. is.. auto-posted.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO, LEEYOKELIM :D :D
just incase if you're wondering who is he,
he's my, SUPERDUPERWONDERFUL BROTHER :)
Well, don't you.. find the resemblance of our names?
LeeYokeLim & LeeYokeShan,
the LEE-YOKES'.

I'm not sure if he'll read this or not,
but this is what you call,
the blessing :D

I've alot to say bout him actually, ALOT.
but... not going to make it a rant or anything.
Just have to say, HE'S FINALLY LEGAL! HAHAHA.
*no more sneaking into clubs.
*no more acting like a machoguy, so that bouncers will believe you're 18.

*no more... sneaking into CINEMAS :D (though you always)
Now, you can just.. show the bouncer/cinemaguy,
YOUR IC, if they dont believe you!
like..
"THERE. DON'T GIVE ME THE LOOK. I'M 18, AND LEGAL TO GO CLUBBING RIGHT NOW"


He's the cutest thing alive, you know?
*he used to, and still is.
His baby pictures are just so cute!

*if only i can show you one.
But, i've no idea how he can grow into.. SO BIG.
i'm just kidding!
not big, as in fat big.!
BIG, AS IN TALL, AND MUSCULAR :D :D
hmm, i'm still wondering why am i this short -.-'

Oh well,
KOR,
if you're reading this,
just so you know, i love you :D
Thanks for driving me out.
Thanks for protecting me,though you don't show it.
Thanks for eating all my left-overs, though i always want to eat it later on.

Thanks for annoying me :P
Thanks for being there for me all the time,

just wanna say,
THANK YOU.
Really.

May your dreams come true!

and, HAVE A BLAST :)

I've no idea how you're going to spend your day,

going clubbing perhaps?

but, just, ENJOY IT!
AND HAVE FUN.

LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU.



The guy who's standing next to me,
is my dear brother :D


the only brother i have,
and who doesnt look like me, at all :)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

He makes me happy,

I know where i'll be.

I had.. one of my best dream, ever on yesterday morning. :) And, thanks to my mum, for waking me up. Ugh. MAAAAN, how i wish my dream will come true.

Then, i found out that.. If you purchased LOVEDRUNK! album,and you found a GOLDENTICKET inside, it's your lucky day! No, you're not going to WillyWonka'sChocolateFactory. BUT, you'll get to meet BoysLikeGirls, in person! That ticket, will enable you, to attend their Meet&Greet Session. Isn't it just awesome? :D :D ,but guess what? Here's the turn off. It's only for Non-Muslims, and 21 and above. Hm, feel like shouting right now? Well, feel free to. Cause, I DID THAT,A COUPLE HOURS AGO!

I totally cried when i saw it. No, it's not cause I didn't get the GOLDENTICKET. It's because, IT'S FOR 21 AND ABOVE, AGAIN. I'll prolly rob someone, for the ticket, but.. it's only for 21 and above. So, even if i had the ticket, i wouldn't be able to ENTER AND MEET THE BOYS RIGHT? Gah, i don't get it. BoysLikeGirls True-Hard Fans, are teenagers, aged between 13-18 years old. So, why not just, MAKE THIS MEET&GREET SESSION, open to everyone? Well, you say those who managed to get the GOLDENTICKET, lucky ones. So, if those who HAS THE GOLDEN TICKET, and they're 21 and below, they should be called the UNLUCKY ONES?

This is just so messed up, seriously. First, BoysLikeGirls is coming down to Malaysia. I was dead happy when i found out about that. But, then, they're going to be performing, for HennessyArtistryEvent, which are strictly for Non-Muslims&21 and above only, and you need invites to attend that event. AND NOW, they're having a MEET&GREET SESSION, but it's also open for Non-Muslims, 21 and above only.We don't have the chance to watch them perform, it's fine. Now, we don't even have the chance to meet them.*unless you're 21 and above. Wtf.

SIGH. A BIG, SIGH TO THIS.

I got so emotional and couldn't think straight. I couldn't put on a smile for like an hour plus. So, was thinking to talk to someone, like those who can tell me what to do. Called SheilaLee, and told her bout everything. I became really optimistic towards it :) She was right, " just get over it. there's nothing you can do bout it". So, I JUST GOT TO, GET OVER IT :D :D AND KEEP THINKING, THAT.. YOU'LL MEET THEM, ONE DAY. *sure, yokeshan. One day, one fine day, you'll meet them. Hmm. * * Soothe myself.*

BUT BUT. How can?! MartinJohnson wants us TO GO :D :D

*lyrics from the song " GO "

Get up and Go, *yes, go and MEET BOYSLIKEGIRLS :D
Take a chance, and be strong *Yes, i'm taking a chance now, and i should be strong.
Or you could spend your whole life, holding on.* YEAH LAH. i don't want to spend my whole life, holding on laaah. I WANT TO MEET BOYS LIKE GIRLS* *stomps feet*

ANYWAYS.

Yesterday, was just an okay day. Nothing much. Studied for awhile. Hm, guess it wasn't a very productive day.

Today (in 9 hours) it's going to be my LAST MATHS TUITION CLASS ): totally going to miss those losers there :P JesiccaAnnJock- The BIG LOSER. AndreaChan- THE BIG RETARD :P HEH. I love love love them :) Without them in tuition classes, are just BORING! WEEE. But sadly, MissKaren is not going for class tomorrow, oh well. Hopefully, she'll teach f4's next year. If she is, i'm so going to register first :D :D *as though it's some competition.

1 week and 2 days, till PMR starts. I still can go online and care-less bout PMR. Hm. I guess i'm going to stop blogging/online till PMR overs. Wait, correction. I mean, TILL I COME BACK FROM SINGAPORE :D :D *this reminds me, i still haven't renew my passport. FUCK. will do so.

Don't miss me :) I think, my next post is going to be about AFTER-PMR/Singapore :D :D So stoked! Can't wait to go SINGAPORE with my honeys, that includes Guys&Girls :) :) & & AFTER-PMR CELEBRATION in REDBOX, the night, right after PMR! WEEEE. It's going to be a hell out of a night, again. Just that, this time, it's going to be better with, PARTAY PARTAY PARTAY! :D

Alright, here i go again, getting excited on something, so early. But, first... I've to study for PMR! Oh, wait. AAR's coming up too :) I'm not really sure if i would want to go AAR though. Well, i'm still hesitating, but most probably i will :D :D

So, don't miss me :) Oh, just in case if you'll wonder, no, i'm not going to be dead or whatsoever. I'm going to turn on my nerdymode, and study for PMR 8D But, if you miss me too much, just.. FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER/TALK TO ME ON FACEBOOK :D Cause, i'll update my twitter everyday, and still check my facebook! Heh.

Till then,
XO'

Saturday, September 26, 2009

French lady :)

Guess what people?
It's the frenchlady's birthday! :D
say whaaat?
say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAIRE COSSET!
heh.
YOU, BITCH.
HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY :)
you're so old right now! HAHAH.
older than me, for just 2 months. wtf.

ClaireCossetChinYie.<3

There's so much to say bout her. She's prolly the one who understands me the most, and she knows when i'm feeling down/frustrated. I enjoy laughing with/at her, and talking to her bout HOT GUYS :) *her favourite topic. She's one of the hottest/cutest girl i've ever met, and all i can say, she's one of my bestest friend too. We can talk bout so many stuffs, and random topics. We can just jump from this topic, to another. Oh, she's also my secrets-keeper :D :D She's always the first one i'll tell my secrets to, cause she has already earned my trust.

Thank you babe, for being there for me all the time! :) And i know you don't have any celebrations, due to PMR is nearby. So, i'll make it up to you in Singapore okay? :D


Love you babe :)
you know it.


Friday, September 25, 2009

I can't go any further than this,

I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish.

*totally ignore my previous post :) is what you call, RANTS.

Anyways,

HAPPY ARTHUR's DAY :D :D
and, BEP, is down here, in MALAYSIA!
i guess they're " boom boom pow-ing" right now :)

Pictures from yesterday :


Claire&I shotgun the swings :D


the 3 photographers for the day :)


Mamahazwani, you know i love you banyak banyak :D :D


Who the eff needs flash in daylight -.-
* i didn't know that the flash was on. pfft.


Treehouse #1 :D :D


*quack quack.


The duck's feather :)


The couple who had to go through photoshoots, with our orders :P


This is so a candid moment.
Shaza: *snaps. OMG is this your pose? -.-
Me: Who are you talking to?


We camwhored when the couple were lovey-doveying (:
*Take #1


take #2 :D


TAKE #3!


take #4.


Group photo #1 :D


Group photo #2.


Group photo #3.


Group photo #4.


They refused to take a picture, because they were so tired already.


That's better :)


The stupid goose which chased us.


We were the PINKIES :)

MORE PICTURES : Facebook!

My world, is your world,

and my fight is your fight.

*this is my ranting post. if you're not interested, don't read then. Excuse my words, by the way.

Okay, this is so fucking messed up right now. I don't even know what to do, i can't fucking make up my mind. I can't even focus on what i'm doing right now. Just when i start doing something, i will just tear, out of no where. Even when i start to sing, i'll tear again. Basically, i'm crying every 5 minutes.

Should i? or should i not? I should just let go? This feeling is so fucked up right now. I want to let go, but i can't. It just stops me everytime. Should i be optimistic? And, just think positive right ahead? Knowing that it will never be, but just keep thinking positive? Will, that even work? No, i'm not having a crush on a guy, or a relationship problem or whatsoever. Its just, me. and my own feelings. There's something i would love to let it out, but not here. Obviously not.

Do dreams come true? Do they? I'm hoping that it would. A girl can dream, can i?

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Shut your eyes,

feel the chemicals collide.

Just came home, and just showered. Feeling really exhausted right now. Too much of energy used today, but it sure worth it.

Anyways, slept at 4am today. Was staying up late, just to see if Martin replied my comment. But unfortunately, he didn't. So, i gave up waiting and just kong-ed. Then, suddenly i just woke up at 8 something, and the first thing which popped into my mind, was " OMG. MARTIN. DID HE REPLY MY COMMENT?" And, sadly, he didn't. So, i just went back to sleep. And, Redza called me around 12 something, and he woke me up. Answered his call, then i went back to bed and.. the thing which popped into my mind, was " SHIT. I NEED TO WAKE UP FOR SHAZA'S HOUSE." So i quickly got my ass off the bed, and went down :)

Had brunch, and a small little talk with mummy about so many stuffs. Heh. Then, went to bath, and got ready. Went down, and decided to prank ShazaHazwani :P I told her i couldn't make it to her house, as my mum didn't allow me. Then, i left my house to ClaireCosset's house :)

Reached her house, and AuntyAgnes told me that i shouldn't be wearing shorts to ShazaHazwani's house, cause is during raya. So, i panicked, and asked SheilaLee, what she's wearing. Then when SheilaLee came, we asked ClaireCosset to borrow us pants to wear :D

Around 3.45p.m, Hariz's mum came and pick 3 of us up from Claire's :D And we then headed to ShazaHazwani's. Reached her home! First time, in her new house (: Shaza was so angry, that i pranked her! HAHAH, but i know you love me laah :P Then sat down for a while, then we ate. Met Syafiqa and Syazwan :) After eating, we went over to the lake.

Spent around 1 and a half hour at the lake. Gosh, it was so tiring! We climbed up 2 treehouses, we laughed at so many stuffs. Chased ducks, and got chased by a goose -_- That was the most.. hilarious moment. A goose, chasing 5 humans. Seriously. It was all Shaza's fault! HAHAH, but it was a good laughter indeed.

Then walked back to Shaza's after been chased by a goose. We sat outside her house, and enjoyed the cool breeze. Then, Shaza had the mood to go and play swings -_- So, we temaned her :D Went and sit swings and all. Had some "confession" time. HAHAHA. Suddenly, Shaza got so paranoid -.-

There was this man, came out from his house, and stared at us. Then, another man came out too, and looked at us too. They walked out of the house, and Shaza claimed that they are checking us out, and she's terrified. So, we wanted to go back to her house like a.s.a.p. Claire came out with a great idea, and asked us to play a game. And, i said that... " Who reach home first, can get a FREE KETUPAT :D " Claire,Shaza and i ran, while Sheila&Hariz was walking behind.

I reached, FIRST! But, no , i didn't have my ketupat. But i had my pride :D :D Then, went inside her house, and watched TV. Hariz's parents came and pick us up then.

Thank you Shaza, for having us at your house :) AND, thanks for cooking!! Me love your cooking! :D :D

Oh, before i forget, Danielle&I was so turned on by Paul's steam face :X *inside jokes with Danielle&Alia. HAHAH.


Ohmymama.
he's fucking hot.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Get up and go,

take a chance and be strong.

*if you're not a BLG fan, you can leave :)



MartinJohnson is one of the best singer, that you can hardly find. He's such a sweetheart. Really, and i mean it. His recent posts was for us, his fans, BLG fans. And, i actually teared up, while reading it. I mean, HOW CAN I NOT TEAR UP?! It.. just.. touched my heart, in some ways. Look, this was what he wrote in his blog! Martinsays

i’ve never felt so humbled in my life. in an age where at the click of a button, music is free and instant on the internet, our fans stood up these past 2 weeks and showed so much dedication, loyalty and respect for our music, our band as people, and helped fight towards keeping the music industry as we know it alive. thank you so much to those of you who went out and bought a copy of love drunk. we put everything we had into making this record, and are so happy and proud to finally get to share it with you. this band has the most amazing fans in the world…real people, great people. passionate music fans who truly care and listen deep into every song… never faces in a crowd or fair-weather fans, clinging for seconds at a time to the hottest new thing that pops into the music scene, then swiftly moving on to the next. i consider every person who listens to and supports boys like girls as my friends and family, even though i know i may never get the honor of meeting every single one face to face.

if you’ve had the chance to listen to the record, whether you dig it or not, you’ve held a remote control and sat front row to a uncensored view into the depths of our personal lives. you’ve heard three years worth of true life lyrics, torn out pages of a private journal…exposed in melodic form. you’ve heard the real life stories of my highest of highs and lowest of lows, whether captured during the experiences themselves or written to release past emotions that still lingered inside me. everything i had to say was brought to life through the love and passion of my three best friends, who i saw empty their souls into their instruments one by one as they arranged, completed, and made musical sense out of my scattered concepts and ideas. what was most amazing to watch was their ways of representing and incorporating their own life stories and emotions into these eleven songs. the entire process brought 4 already inseparable best friends even closer, and developed an unbreakable 100% trust and respect for each other in every aspect of our lives. band, business, personal lives…all lines are now erased and nothing is held back.

we pushed each other harder than ever to find the confidence and to go for it. jumped off the highest of rooftops, reaching out for that oh-so-intimidating raised bar for the musical quality and commercial success of our sophomore release. a bar set sky high through the expectations of the music industry, the media, critics, our fans, our haters, and most importantly, ourselves. we a had a vision to bring to life. we set goals to sculpt something sonically untouched and fresh while staying faithful to the boys like girls sound that gave us our identity, captured in our debut record. but during our three year non-stop touring marathon, through almost 700 shows and 25 some odd tours, our live sound began to grow as the crowds grew. the songs naturally spoke louder to fill bigger rooms, and become more defined. that entire record took on a new life over time as we were slowly starting to find our true musical identity. we set out to capture that new live energy in the studio. this was our time to take chances. as many as we could. creating eleven songs that the four of us would be proud to listen to, to play live every night, and to share with anyone who would take the time to listen.

at this point, it’s all a blur. time to let the music speak for itself and i really hope you like it. i hope you listen close. to those who purchased the record these past few weeks, thank you from the bottom of my heart. if you downloaded it illegally or burnt it from a friend, that’s ok too. i would much rather you have this record for free than not at all, and i’ve learned to accept the way most modern music is acquired. it’s entirely impossible for me to be spiteful towards anyone who’s singing along, cranking up the volume, or even just scanning the tracks out of curiosity. new listeners or supporters since day one, no matter what price was paid, welcome to the family.

“an artists only concern is to shoot for some kind of perfection, and on his one terms, not anyone else’s.”
-j.d. salinger

SEE SEE?! YOU'LL TEAR UP FOR SURE RIGHT! SO TOUCHING T_T. and, to thank him, i decided to leave him a comment. mine is.. effing long. if you don't want to read it, it's fine :)

Hey Martin :) That was a really sweet post. And, i'm glad and proud enough to say, that i'm a fan of BLG. Probably you'll think that girls are into all four of you, just because you guys are hot/cute or whatsoever. But, no, that's not it. Not for me. I honestly, think that you guys are, one of the best band ever. Once again, not cause of your looks, but, its how you guys make music. And i totally admire that. It's really hard to find bands/singers like you guys, ya know? I've been listening to LOVEDRUNK album for a thousand times since i've got my hands on it.The first time i hear those songs, i've sensed something. But, i couldnt figure it out. As, i put it on repeat, that's when it hit me. I took the lyrics booklet, and started to sing along as i couldn't resist. As i sang along, i understand your story then. Those eleven songs, which you've written/co-written, totally,made me understand your story and life better. The feelings and words you're trying to let the world to know, we get it. And, it just turned into an inspiration for me. You're amazing, seriously. I'm still wondering, how can someone like you(one of your songs name,heh), can ever, write such good songs. I can't find anything, bad about those eleven songs. Maybe it's cause you've written from your heart, and recorded it from your heart. That's what true songwriters are, right?

Well, I've been hoping to meet you guys, like desperately. You guys are coming down to Malaysia right, but, sadly, it has an age limit, so therefore, i guess i won't be able to enter and meet you guys. When i found out about that, i cried. I was so upset about it, but there was nothing i can do. But after reading your post, thats when i got it. It's not about getting to meet you guys actually. All that matters, is being able to hear you guys, making music. I don't mind, if i won't be able to meet you, but, please, please, i beg you, don't ever stop making music, alright? :) You can never meet all your fans out there, one by one, but there's a way.You can meet them by writing songs and meeting their heart instead.I don't know bout others, but it definitely, met my heart. By the way, thanks for writing those songs which have inspired me alot. Like, OnTopOfTheWorld. I know that you've written it for your mum as she's no longer here anymore.I'm sorry to hear bout that. It's a really good song. I lost my grandpa 2 years ago, and, whenever i start thinking about him, that's when i'll listen to OnTopOfTheWorld. It's because, i feel the same too, and that's the only song, which.. understands how i feel, honestly. Next is, Go. Lately, i've been having troubles with everything. Nothing ever seems right. But, when i listen to GO, i'll feel better eventually. And, it just makes me a better person, and in someway, that song motivated me. " Get up and go, take a chance and be strong" You got that right, Martin. After listening to it, i'll tell myself, " Yes, get up and go, take a chance and be strong. I can do it right?". Furthermore, that's what you're trying to tell me right? Heh. So, i will also tell myself, " for Martin, i will do it." You're quite an inspiration to me, no doubt :) Wow, i've written this long.. Hm, i'm not sure if you'll ever read this, but.. lets hope you are reading. But even if you're not, it's the thoughts which count right?

Hm, i guess this is long enough. Haha. Though there's so much more to tell you, but i guess i'll write it out, all in my blog :) So yeah, thanks alot MartinJohnson; PaulDigiovanni;BryanDonahue;& JohnKeefe. You guys, are the best, and i mean it. Oh, i still hope that i'll get to meet you guys someday :D

BTW BTW! Make a promise.
To Me, and all every other fans,

NEVER EVER EVER STOP MAKING MUSIC/WRITE SONGS!

even if you want to, give us a good reason,
or else, we as your NO#1 fans, won't allow you guys to :)

Heh, have fun touring you guys! I know you guys are hitting Asia soon, like few days more? So, enjoy ASIA! You'll love it! Oh, enjoy Malaysia too :D Please do come back to Malaysia, next year okay? You have lotsa lotsa fans(mostly all teenagers) down here!So, please do not.. have an age limit concert -.- And, of course, me, who've never met you guys before, but still dying to, would love to see you guys, and watch you guys perform( though i was at MTV WORLSTAGE Malaysia, but that wasn't enough). Of course not! :D So, probably, come back, and have your own LOVEDRUNK/BoysLikeGirls concert! A concert, where, us, your fans, get to hear all your songs, live :)
Take care, Martin! And send my regards to Paul;Bryan; John. i love all four of you! BoysLikeGirls, rock :D :D
f.y.i; i'm happy to join the family :)

OKAY. CALL ME OBSESSED OR WHATEVER. but, this is what i feel.. in my heart. Truly, from my heart. DANIELLE CALLED ME NUTS T_T Well, it's not my fault Martin made me so emotioonal. I just got to let him know how i feel, EVENTHOUGH HE'LL NEVER READ IT. BUT, STILL.
 

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