I'm only me, when I'm with you.

Skipped school today. I know i said i was planning to go, but mamahazwani called me at 7am, telling me that her daddy ask her not to go to school. So i was like " MAKE UP YOUR MIND LAAADY!" . and she said she loves her daddy, therefore she's gonna listen to him ;) so i quickly called my carpoolfella, and told him that i'm not going to school. Sort of felt bad, because i told him like, DAMN DAMN LAAAST MINUTE! and mayyinhoney was alone at school ): BABE, I'M SORRRRY KAAAY? :\ sorry that all of us didn't go to school, and informed you like damn last minute.

so many people were calling me and asking me where was i -_- and i told them that i wasn't going to school. oh well. Eugene asked me to go to school just to see how quiet is the class. Well, i ain't gonna be so crazy and be a loner at school.

woke up around 11.30a.m. watched some tivo. Then bath ;) and then around 3, went to teman-ed my sister to dentist appointment. she's taking our her braces next month! :D can't wait to see her oh-so-straight teeeeettthh. i bet she's going to show off to me ):

OMFG. I JUST ATE A FRIGGING EXPIRED BREAD -_- it's..expired for 2 frigging days ): hopefully i won't get diarrhea later or food poisoning.

ARGH. MY FLU'S DAMN ANNOYING. LIKE DAMN DAMN DAMN, SUPER SUPER ANNOYING T_T . flu flu, go away :\

BTW, SCHOOL IS OFFICIALLY CLOSED DOWN RIGHT NOW. -_- finally they decided to. but then, it's going to be replaced.

VERY IMPORTANT NOTICE

Dear Parents and Guardians,

H1NI Virus – NOTICE OF TEMPORARY CLOSURE OF SRI KL SCHOOL

On Wednesday 4^th August 2009 a new case of H1N1 virus was confirmed affecting a student of Primary School.

The School immediately contacted the Ministry of Health’s H1N1 Control Centre with a request to temporarily close. Today at 4.30PM the H1N1 Control Centre has given approval to close the School as a preventative measure. As such the following procedures apply with immediate effect.

• PRE-SCHOOL, PRIMARY SCHOOL AND SECONDARY SCHOOL shall be temporarily closed as of Monday 10^th August 2009 and all students are to remain at home for ONE CALENDAR WEEK.

• ALL students without flu-like symptoms must return to School on Monday 17th August 2009 unless otherwise advised.

• All co-curricular activities are suspended with effect from Saturday 8^th August 2009 and no students shall be allowed to come to school for any activities whatsoever during the one week closure.

• All students should remain quarantined at home during this period and should practice social distancing and a heightened level of personal hygiene such as frequent hand-washing with disinfectant soap, covering the mouth when coughing/sneezing and not sharing food and drink.

• Quarantined students who display any flu-like symptoms during this time should immediately seek medical advice.

• Parents must inform the School immediately if your child is confirmed as having the H1N1 virus.

• Homework for quarantined students will be made available via the Sri KL website and students are requested to complete their assignments in a timely and responsible manner.

The School is in regular contact with the Ministry of Education and the Health Ministry and will update parents as and when there are any new developments.

In the mean time, adjustments will be made to the School Calendar to accommodate the disruption to lessons and mid-term examinations.

Your close cooperation is much appreciated.

THE BOARD OF MANAGEMENT, SRI KUALA LUMPUR
08 /08/09
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OMFG. QUARANTINED? 0.0 SO ALL SRIKL STUDENTS NOW ARE QUARANTINED? -_-

well, i can't believe that school is now closed down, for a week. I guess I'll have to start studying tomorrow. Yes , YOKESHAN! study tomorrow, you have to. *note to self.

STUDY TOMORROW!
!!!

hopefully, i'll manage to.

oh my god. My flu is really getting bad right now ): I can't stop sneezing, and my nose is really itchy :\ I'm not a flu person you know. I hardly have flu, like seriously. Once in a blue moon only i'll have flu ): I FRIGGING HATE FLU, CAUSE IS DAMN ANNOYING. now i wish someone would cut off my nose already. COME JING HER, please cut it off for me ):

supposely, i've to go for some LEO event tomorrow. RCCMEETING & CLCEXAM. but, parents are being so paranoid about H1N1 CASES, therefore, they're not allowing me to go ):

*told daddy about school closing down.
daddy: HAH?! REALLY?!
me: yeaah. next week, for one whole week.
daddy: DON'T GO OUT ALREADY OKAY. NOW VERY DANGEROUS.* touches my forehead to check if i have fever*
me: I DON'T HAVE FEVER LAAH -_-
daddy: okaay good.
me: but can i go for some leo event tmrw?
daddy: where?
me: SU school.
daddy: NOOOO. CANNOT. YOU FORGOTTEN AH. THAT TIME U WENT SUNWAY COLLEGE , THEN U SICK ALREADY. NO CANNOT.

-_-. look how paranoid daddy is.

me: MII, CAN I GO FOR THE LEO THING TMRW.?
mum: NOO. YOU CRAZY AHH.
me: WHY?!
mum: *started nagging about me going for the leo installation, coming home, getting sick*
* stomps feet, and left. *

ANOTHER PARANOID ONE. my mum -_- she doesn't even allow me going back to school tomorrow just to take my books. like, wth! not like i'm going to spend hours at school right.

anyway, i just feel like dying right now/ SLEEPING! so i dont have to care bout my flu ):

In a lala land ;)

today, school just confirmed another positive H1N1 case in primary school. that's why, almost every primary students went home during lunch -_-. EUGENE GAVE US FALSE ALARM TOO! he said he was going home, because now.. school has 4 POSITIVE CASES. but, it was rubbish -_- pfft. I WAS DAMN HAPPY OKAAY. i mean, SCHOOL'S GOING TO CLOSE DOWN :D but, if they do, they're going to take away our hols, which totally sucks. i won't have a week, TO STUDY FOR TRIALS! baah.

*aaahh. i'm sick. down with flu now. :\

anyways, school was boring. as usual. Claireze'french finally came to school! I couldn't find my purse in the morning, but apparently, it was under waikay's desk. I don't know who the hell hid it there. Though i suspected it was Cheesoong, but naah, doode! i'm sorry for pinching your ears okaay :\ you looked suspicious to me :P so not my fault. HAHA.

K.H was awesome! I'm almost finishing my mission on making a CUSHION :D really happy! and the girls were really hyper today! love 3B girls to bits im telling you ;) . then Science, was boring. mr.ohsogeram, was mad at first. We didn't go up to the lab, then he came to our class and scolded us for not going. Well, he didn't inform us earlier right. -_- teachers these days.

CIK NURUL'S NOT GOING TO SCHOOL TMRW T_T and i was planning to go to school, just for her, cause 2 periods of BM & extra classes. but.. now i feel so pointless to go to school. it's okaay MAMAHAZWANI! i go school for you ;) and for LEO meeting.

I WANNA TOUCH YOU! :D

I finally went to school today! HAH :D

slept at 2.30 in the morning! T_T was on the phone, talking bout nonsense.AHAH. then woke up at 6.40, it took me 10 mins to get my frigging ass out of the bed. and the same old story starts again, waking up for school.

reached school around 7.30, and saw.. how .. quiet the school was. It was like, NO CARS AT ALL! and it felt like you're early for school ;) was kind of excited once i step in the class. and was SHOCKED when mamahazwani told me something! I WAS PRACTICALLY SHOUTING LIKE SOME MAD BITCH, hugging her, and so excited for her :D :D

school was okaay. Practically, chee soong;jing her;stanleylow were my teman in class since Claireze'french wasn't at school. We had our laughing moments. which was pretty fun ;)

Had LEO for coco. i'm proud to say that my BROTHERS are, NICHOLAS NEOH;NICHOLAS TAN;TIM( timothy) :D hope they'll be fine with me :)

anyways, im sleepy now. so whatever. this is a lazy post of mine. :X

p.s:// SHAZAHAZWANI made me got addicted to iwanna-AAR!
pp.ss:// shazahazwani is no longer mine ):

i woke up to find that summer's gone.

it's frigging 2a.m, and i promised someone i'd be sleeping by now, but sorry, i'm still chatting! heh!

anyways, i'm talking to sharonbabe now! :D its really really nice talking to her! and surprisingly, we click well! like our boyissues and everything ;) babe, you know i love you :P and i'm staying up late now, just for her! though she has her boyfriend to talk to, but i'm on a bet with her. :P I DON'T WANNA LOSE MY MENTOS TO YOU! :P oh, both of us are MENTOSFAN TOO! :)

i guess imma sleep soon. will blog later, when i'm awake!

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woke up at 2.30 in the afternoon today ;) 12 hours of sleep. aah, so satisfying :P today was just boring. nothing much happened.

anyways, I'M GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TMRW :D claireze'french & carissababy aren't though. ): which is pretty sad though.

i'm so over it, i've been there and back.

it's a monday, and i didn't go to school. obviously, or else why in the world would i be blogging now ;)

woke up at 11pm today. ditch the plan of going to Sunway with claireze'french because mummy wanted to bring me to go doctor, but she decided not to -_- so pfft. i'm like sort of pissed? but whatever. :\

anyways, stayed up late yesterday night, because i was really hyper. finally, i learned how to move on, though i haven't put him away like totally, but i'm so much happier without him now ;) I couldn't stop smiling , talking to all my friends after writing my feelings out. I'm not afraid of writing his name out anymore, nor talking bout him to any of my friends. I'd love to write his name out here, big big, but.. nahh. ;P don't wanna embarass him in my blog infront of my readers. I'm sure he doesn't want so many people to know that he's a jerk, himself right. so yeah, i'm giving him a life now.

was talking to sharonbabe yesterday night to catch up on each other lives ;D hor babe, got boyfriend already never tell me lor :P hope that you and him will last long okaay! and better save some love for me :D

i had a short late night call to put me to sleep ;) thank you, you know who you are :P you, the guy who refuses to leave a tag in my chatbox.

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primary school has been tested 2 positive h1n1 cases today?i've no idea if it's true or not but that's what i heard from my fellow friends. i seriously think they should just close down the school. like seriously. all of us are really paranoid and scared. ): well, i am.

anyways, i'm hungry. and i didn't study today, what a good thing isn't it? ppfft. :\

i'm so much better without you?

Hell, It's a Sunday.

woke up at 9 in the morning today. Was so lazy to wake up, but i had to. Went for early breakfast with mummy. wanted to get dimsum, but i was sort of late. so decided to just eat at some restaurant near my tuition centre. A glass of hot soya milk for the morning ;) it was awesome.

JessicaAnnJock did not come for tuition. YOU LOSER! :P hence, tuition was sort of a bore. But i was concentrating on my work, but tuition was still fun! still had our laughing moments with Ms.K . she has facebook & twitter. Ain't she just cool ? (:

came home after tuition. Watched CSI:Miami & CSI:NY. then took a bath, and was planning to take a nap somehow. But i couldn't sleep. Was thinking, alot. Basically, I still can't get over him, but whatever. I teared up somehow, so I decided to just talk to Claireze'french on the phone ;) Had a half an hour talk with her, and it was great. I mean, how can i ever get sad talking to my babes right?

Had MCD's after that. Wasn't allowed to, but mummy didn't know. so I couldn't resist. Had Fillet-O-Fish, AFTER HOW LONG! and a few sips of coke :P and a few spoons of StrawberrySundae of course ;)

Well.. Mummy&Kor are sick now. ): both of them are having fever. HOPE THEY'll get well soon!

Mummy asked me not to go to school tomorrow as she might be bringing me over to doctor again, as my cough isn't going anywhere. But, a part of me wants to go to school. Oh well. Carrisababy&Claireze'french aren't going though, but mamahazwani is going. ): Tell me what to do! to school, or not to school?

p.s:// who the hell still uses FRIENDSTER anyway? I just officially deleted my FRIENDSTER account. Goodbye Friendster, Hello Facebookie ;)
On a second hand, I can't delete my FRIENDSTER account, because they keep stating that the email address or password isn't valid, and i need to enter those to delete em. I think they just don't want me to cancel my FRIENDSTER account. FRIENDSTER, fuck you.

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Plan failed. i tried to study, but i barely even sit for 20 mins, i just left my room. I was writing some notes for geography, then tried to study science. I know nothing bout the current chapter Mr.oh-so-geram's teaching now. But now i get some of it. Then i tried doing some Maths questions, but i was so lazy to calculate. So i jumped to B.M, and heck, i did 10 questions, and i left my seat, to the computer. so here i am.

I'm now reading blogs and listening to TaylorSwift. I love listening to TaylorSwift at this time. I don't know why, but it just calms me down ya know? Though all her songs are about boys, which makes me think alot, but.. still, i'd sing along, and I'd stop thinking!

now, i really need you to get out of my head. everyone has been telling me, for a week, to just get over you. But i can't seem to do it, though i know the truth that you'd been playing me all the while. I mean, everyone's asking, how hard does it take for me to get over him. He's not attractive at all, and he's nothing good. Why? Well, i asked myself that question, wait not exactly. Phil asked me that question last week, and all i did was just stone.I couldn't find myself an answer to that particular question. The next question he asked me was.." WHY do you even like him?" I couldn't help, but to stone too. I was just.. dead confused. and.. maybe phil's just right. Maybe i don't even like him, i thought. But no, i do. I do like him, you can't say love, but i could say, i really do like him. And i've never ever, thought that he'd be such a jerk ya know? All this while, i thought all the stop calling and ignoring , was all my fault? My fault for fucking getting drunk? That's what i thought it was. But nope, it'd been you, playing with my fucking feelings, that i didn't even realise. I was just dumb to blame it all to myself, and now ,YOU'RE TO BLAME. But no longer, i'd think it's my fault, cause i'm grateful to have friends, now telling me the truth. And you said that you still love me three nights ago? Oh please. Like i'll fall for it again? The next time you send me a sms , telling me you still love me, I'll ask you to go fucking fuck yourself. I'm not the type of girl, that'd fall for you anymore. cause, I'M SICK OF YOU, I'M SICK OF YOUR WORDS, I'M SICK OF YOUR LIES, AND I'M SICK OF YOUR GAMES. if you've nothing else better to do, but to play a girl's feelings who is younger than you, seriously.. go get a life. I don't care if you hate me now. Cause I was true to you and i did nothing wrong. I tried to save this thing we had, I tried to make it better. But no, you had to just.. end it right there. Leaving me, nowhere to go. & One day, i'd make you feel the pain like I'm feeling now. Cause what goes around, comes around. Prolly i won't be the one hurting you the next time,but i'm sure it'll be a girl you love. Don't come saying you're sorry, cause i won't believe you like i did before.

i could go on writing, but no, i'll stop till here first ;) might continue someday.

heelllo August ;)

i was super happy that August is finally here. once i woke up, i couldn't stop smiling. I looked at my phone, and it's FIRST OF AUGUST! :D finally, july's over. well, some of you can see my facebook status yesterday. i was dead emo. but whatever.. it's August now ;)

*click to enlarge.

anyways, i thought A(H1N1) cases are going down now, but guess what? SRIKL has finally got hit by H1N1. First case. well, i'm not sure who, but i heard that fella is now being quarantined at SunwayMedicalCentre.

IMPORTANT NOTICE – PLEASE READ CAREFULLY

Dear Parents and Guardians,

H1NI Virus – First Confirmed Case at Sri Kuala Lumpur Secondary School

On Friday 31st July 2009, a student of Sri KL Secondary School was confirmed as having the H1N1 virus. This student is now quarantined at Sunway Medical Centre.

As such, the School wishes to inform all parents and students of Pre-School, Primary School and Secondary School of the following procedures that shall be effective from Monday 3rd August 2009.

• ALL STUDENTS of Classes 3 Lambda and 3 Alpha are to remain quarantined at home for 7 days from 03/08/09 until 09/08/09 and can only return to school on 10/08/09. No students from these classes are allowed to attend school for any reason during this period.

• ALL SIBLINGS of students in these classes are also to remain quarantined at home for 7 days from 03/08/09 until 09/08/09 09 and can only return to school on 10/08/09. This includes siblings in Pre-school and Primary School.

• Quarantined students who display any flu-like symptoms during this time should immediately seek medical advice.

• All other classes in Secondary School will remain open and students may attend school until further notice.

• Pre-school and Primary School will remain open and students may attend school until further notice.

• ALL STUDENTS of Pre-school, Primary School and Secondary are now required to wear facemasks whilst in school until further notice. Students must bring their own facemasks to school and students who refuse to wear facemasks will be sent home.

• Students experiencing any flu-like symptoms should seek medical advice and remain at home until given the all-clear to attend school by a medical practitioner.

• Homework for quarantined students will be made available via the Sri KL website and students are requested to complete their assignments in a timely and responsible manner.

The School has informed the Ministry of Education and the Health Ministry of the situation and will update parents as and when there are any new developments.Your close cooperation is much appreciated.

THE BOARD OF MANAGEMENT, SRI KUALA LUMPUR.01/08/09

*got this from Brenda's

now my dad's hesitating if to allow me to go Singapore after PMR. damn it.

should we go to school on Monday? I honestly think that we shouldn't go, cause mostly all Form3's have been in the hall for the seminar on Friday with 3A & 3L . so, Mr.Chew, if you're reading this, i dont tink that Form3's should be going to school. Furthermore, 3/4 of Form3's are now sick. I don't want to see another case from Form3. since we're having our PMR soon.

anyways, i was having this idea, on ALL 3 BETA STUDENTS SHOULD PROLLY GO ONLINE TONIGHT/ TOMORROW NIGHT TO DISCUSS IF TO GO TO SCHOOL ON MONDAY ;) you know, so we can all pakat togther, or else half of the class go to school ,it'll be dead boring. so, if you agree on this idea, do leave a tag on my cbox and pass the message ? :D thank you.